Jul 15, 2004 13:39
why is everyone against me?
they just dont get it im sorry but no this is getting to me.
the guy I like I mean whats so wrong with that seeing the guy I like.
OK so I saw him monday talked to him a little that night none on tuesday then very little last night.
I just wanna make sure he doesn't forget about me.
This is rediculous why am I like this way? Why cant I ever be satisfied? Like I said last night I htought a boyfriend could change me.
But it doesn't work if you cant even get one so in the mean time I will try I mean try to let this approach of him comming to me. But Im gunna need help from my friends. I just wish they wouldnt get so mad at me about wanting to see him. I mean yeah I have to put up with a lot of there crap to sorry guys but I do.
Then just bc I have one problem where I wanna see the guy I like whatever I dont want more people to get mad at me so Im just going to attempt to let him come to me even though I did try calling him once hehe ::bits lip::
But yeah Im sorry just please accept me and not come against me or turn on me when I need my friends the most. They are all happy they all have someone where does that leave me? I know with them watching every single secound of the happiness *sigh*
Im sorry.
Shay~Shay.