What is going on?
Listening to this amazing CD that Heather let me borrow is bringing back memories that I wish i could forget cuz it just makes me feel like shit. First of all it makes me shit cuz at the time I was happy I had everything I could ask for at the time... I was 16 I didn't have to work for anything that I wanted.. I had what I thought were decent friends... I just wished I knew what changed with everyone and everything why can't anything just stay perfect all the time?
I hardly update this thing anymore and when I do it's always me complaining I need to change that by far. I need to get out of this city for a little get away from everything that is so familiar that reminds me of things I've done in the past year I want to go somewhere I haven't been in a long time I wish I could get out of this city permently and go back to simple times... I want to backtrack 2 years and 7 months and 1 week and 1 day... that day I would have refused to leave everything I love behind moving here was great sure my friends great the shit that I've gone through here... not so great... I know things would have turned out much differently if I never left I bet I would have done better in school. I bet I would have somewhat a 3.0 now instead of having a little over a 2.1... and I bet I would have somewhat more of a funtional brain than I do now.
I'll never get to know what would have happened if I would have stayed in W. Bloomfield.
I just wish I could know if everything would be the same or would everything be better or would it of been worse if I stayed there.
Whenever I get sad./.depressed I don't know why but I always think about W. Bloomfield... I guess I just think I would have been much happy there.
♥ Beauty . /. In . /. The . /. Break . /. Down ♥
I hardly update this thing anymore and when I do it's always me complaining I need to change that by far. I need to get out of this city for a little get away from everything that is so familiar that reminds me of things I've done in the past year I want to go somewhere I haven't been in a long time I wish I could get out of this city permently and go back to simple times... I want to backtrack 2 years and 7 months and 1 week and 1 day... that day I would have refused to leave everything I love behind moving here was great sure my friends great the shit that I've gone through here... not so great... I know things would have turned out much differently if I never left I bet I would have done better in school. I bet I would have somewhat a 3.0 now instead of having a little over a 2.1... and I bet I would have somewhat more of a funtional brain than I do now.
I'll never get to know what would have happened if I would have stayed in W. Bloomfield.
I just wish I could know if everything would be the same or would everything be better or would it of been worse if I stayed there.
Whenever I get sad./.depressed I don't know why but I always think about W. Bloomfield... I guess I just think I would have been much happy there.
♥ Beauty . /. In . /. The . /. Break . /. Down ♥