Frank... just once Ill be frank
Instead of spurting in a language no one can understand, I wish to speak clearly and concisely. As this IS a memoire of days past and I hope to look back on this and actually understand what it is I wrote about.
Summer thus far has been most informative and decently relaxing. I can't quite recall the actual start of summer, for this whole year has been different than normal years. Drivers license really affords you an adult-like freedom that has been welcomed into my life.
Relationships are crazy... well duh. Starting and stopping points are unforeseen and irrelevant. Time is the variable in everything. Anthony, James, and Mitch. Here I remain back at home without any of those kids. The intangible stuff remains in the places where I wish sometimes that one of them still was. James I most certainly do not. Its wierd when you really get to know someone and find out how much you truly dislike them. Have I ever felt love? Almost embarrassedly I admit that I have experienced something close... like the prelude to it almost. It hurts just the same.
Now life becomes more complicated, eyes begin to open, and everyone around me begins to grow up...
This year (staring say September-ish) for me in a nutshell:
Tri-C. Brian. HXC. Heartland. Homecoming. <3Anthony. Newark. Shitty Tattoos. Straight Fucking Edge. Fuck Bush. Disney World. Tears. Heartland. Dougie. JessicandBrian. Tri-C again. BioBoy. SpinningOffTheRoad. Snowboarding with JungiJung. Chilis. Paradise Pie. Joe. Caribou. GreenTea. Philosophy. Cosecants and Marunowski. Coffee. Snowstorms in late April. Buffalo and Buffalo Mouths. Al. James. Three troublemakers in APEuro. Alcoholic Meth Dealer. Alexs x 3. Murals. Jtango. Fireworks. Mitch. TheCuterCouple. DougandNatassia. Growing up.
The people I remember the most.
Music can bring it all back... put on some Throwdown and I will be right back where I was in November.
Summer thus far has been most informative and decently relaxing. I can't quite recall the actual start of summer, for this whole year has been different than normal years. Drivers license really affords you an adult-like freedom that has been welcomed into my life.
Relationships are crazy... well duh. Starting and stopping points are unforeseen and irrelevant. Time is the variable in everything. Anthony, James, and Mitch. Here I remain back at home without any of those kids. The intangible stuff remains in the places where I wish sometimes that one of them still was. James I most certainly do not. Its wierd when you really get to know someone and find out how much you truly dislike them. Have I ever felt love? Almost embarrassedly I admit that I have experienced something close... like the prelude to it almost. It hurts just the same.
Now life becomes more complicated, eyes begin to open, and everyone around me begins to grow up...
This year (staring say September-ish) for me in a nutshell:
Tri-C. Brian. HXC. Heartland. Homecoming. <3Anthony. Newark. Shitty Tattoos. Straight Fucking Edge. Fuck Bush. Disney World. Tears. Heartland. Dougie. JessicandBrian. Tri-C again. BioBoy. SpinningOffTheRoad. Snowboarding with JungiJung. Chilis. Paradise Pie. Joe. Caribou. GreenTea. Philosophy. Cosecants and Marunowski. Coffee. Snowstorms in late April. Buffalo and Buffalo Mouths. Al. James. Three troublemakers in APEuro. Alcoholic Meth Dealer. Alexs x 3. Murals. Jtango. Fireworks. Mitch. TheCuterCouple. DougandNatassia. Growing up.
The people I remember the most.
Music can bring it all back... put on some Throwdown and I will be right back where I was in November.