[With
likebraveheart and later also with
kissmyhaggis &
rockmeall_night]After a string of lengthy and hectic photoshoots the past couple of days, Braden was tired and in a bit of a cranky mood. He had just gotten back to Iain's place, kicked his shoes off to put his feet up on the coffee table, and almost dozed off when Angus came out of the kitchen putting his coat on and declared that
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"I didnae know, okay? I just didnae. Did you think I would be thinking straight after getting news like that? I'd hardly slept, hadnae eaten, and I was trying to function and process that news. I fucked up. I know I fucked up. My whole life is a fuck up right now. I'm knocked up by what could be any number of blokes, I'm thirty, I'm divorced, my work partner cannae stand the sight of me, let alone to be in my presence, any assets I had went down the shitter with my divorce, the guy I was... was f-falling for hates me. I hate myself. So, I'm sorry, Braden. I'm so sorry I didnae have the capacity to think that trying to nay hurt you was going to make you feel any worse and that my first thought was me getting pregnant on a random whim would be heartbreaking for you, who cannae even dream of that."
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He paused, wetting his lips and pressing them together briefly as he sighed, trying to get the confusing thoughts out. "I wanted to ease it, maybe. To help. Cannae admit to knowing what the hell I was doing, or what I should do, but I tried. I was willing to try. But you didnae want anything and I... felt used," he ended, a frown of pain appearing on his face as he gave a shake of his head. "You need ice on that."
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Tears were still dripping down her cheeks by the time she reached the fridge and even though she opened the door, she just stood there, her head dropping down towards her chest as she started to cry again. Hearing him say the words, admit to what she had suspected all along... it hurt. Even though she couldn't see, somewhere inside her she just knew he had followed. "I wanted you to come back that day," she sobbed quietly, the words barely audible. "I wanted you to come back and tell me it was all going to be okay."
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But instead, he stepped over to her, his arm around around her waist to turn her around so he could at least see her face, see her eyes. He tried to read all that stared back at him, but it was impossible. They didn't know each other well enough for that, hadn't given each other enough of a chance to. He didn't know what he was doing, but he found himself leaning in to brush his lips against the corner of hers, seeking permission to kiss her.
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When she exhaled, it was sharp, her breathing turning into small pants of hesitation while she had to decide whether kissing him back was going to be a mistake or whether he was doing this because he wanted to or... for some other reason she was scare to think about. But after a couple of moments, she wrapped her arm around him and started kissing him back deeply, the freezer door swinging closed again without her there to hold it open. He tasted better than she even remembered and his tongue was warm and soft against hers. He knew how to kiss... he knew how to kiss amazingly and a small whimper escaped her as she started to ache for more, the kiss turning hungry as she gripped the back of his shirt.
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This could be a mistake, he knew it. They both would know it. But something needed to give before they could stop and pick up the pieces. The kiss was deep, desperate and the embrace was unwavering. He had to press her up against the fridge to be able to keep them upright from the force of it. He wanted her, he was painfully aroused, his erection pressing against her hip in the embrace, and before he could stop himself, his hand was hitching her skirt up so he could slip his fingers into her panties, feeling her aroused dampness. She wanted this too. If it was a mistake, they could worry about it later.
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She pushed the jeans down over his hips, her thumbs brushing over his soft skin. Suddenly it was like she could kiss him hard enough or keep enough. They were both panting heavily from the anticipation and she was drowning in the breathless, aroused noises he was making just like she had done that first night. She managed to get her hand just a little bit lower so her fingers massaged against his balls. They were tight and she knew he was aching for this just as much as she was. That had to be something, right? A guy didn't go from zero to one hundred in a few moments if he didn't want it or need it. There had been hardly any foreplay, only pent-up emotions. Sometimes, that was all it took.
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Her panties were the soft cotton type, stretchy enough for him to be able to just push them aside with his fingers. He tightened the embrace, pressing them closer together still so he could hitch her leg up to rest against his hip, and as he bit down softly on her lower lip in the kiss, he rocked forward and entered her deeply. He grunted softly when he felt the tight, damp heat engulf him. It was expected, but the abrupt pleasure of it took him by surprise. He paused for a moment to let the heat sweep through him before he began to thrust slow and smoothly in and out of her with a soft rhythm.
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It shouldn't have been over so quickly. She didn't want it to ever end. But at this angle, and the way he was expertly taking her deeply with every thrust had his hard length brushing deliciously against her clit with every stroke. She captured his lips again in another hungry, bruising kiss and her hips rocked to meet his every movement. She had been a lost cause before it had even started, though. Too much pent-up feelings and yearning, too many nights thinking about having sex with him again, it all forced to the forefront and with a strangled cry caught in the kiss, her whole body shuddered with the force of the orgasm that felt like it sparked every single fibre of her.
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They were both breathless and still in the embrace in the aftermath. The kiss had ended, and he met her eyes as he panted softly to try and catch his breath. He seemed reluctant to let her go as he wet his lips that were swollen and tingling after the forceful and hungry kissing. He blinked, the penny dropping that he really had just had sex with Kenzie in Stuart's kitchen... or had they just made love? Made love again, maybe? Was that what it had been that night? Was that why it had felt like everything came crashing down around him when the news of her pregnancy fell in their laps? He pulled out of her gently and eased her leg down, holding her closely so she could get her balance and then he cleared his throat. "We, uh... um, should get ice on that wrist," he finally murmured as he tucked himself back into his underwear and zipped his jeans up.
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"Right... ice..." she said hastily, clearing her throat too as she yanked the freezer open again. Her body was still prickly from the orgasm and her mind was foggy. She stared into the appliance, trying to remember what she was looking for again.
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