I met a New boy.
So as of Friday... im pretty sure I dont ever want to be with johnny ever agaiin. mostly bewcause well Lets face it, I can so better. and I do believ that I have done better already. Emma intorduced me to one of her friends, and he liked me! yeah thats right Im special, and well I liked him.. cause well hes GREAT! and we are haveing ourselves a get together on Wed. should be fun! and now everyone is all like, does Johnny know? and I mall like well Jihnny dosent really have the right to know, unless he asks and well he hasant asked, but when he does I wil ltell him. Oh yes. I will indeed. Now dont get me wrong, I still lvoe and care for johnny but not the way that I should, abd that I used to... its well to be hollywood "faded" .. Its just that well, I cant be dragging myself down everytime hes masd, or im mad... or seomthig stuoid like that... Like hes a good guy but on Friday he comes to the gallery not for a hey how are ya type thing, but "can I have 50$" and Im pretty sure it was at that instant that I realozed that I dont care of him like I used to, and I really need to move on with my life. Sure we will still be friends but I dont think things wil lwork out. well anywhoo theres my depressing woe is me rant for the month... so CIAO... and "peace out Nepolian"