Rant of the month.
so im pretty sure.... I hate my life. and Im pretty sure im stressed to hell, and Im also pretty sure I did it to myself. why you ask? well many reasons really.... for one... I work like.. evryday... and somehow im still a poor bastard. for two... I think im lieing to myself cause im pretty sure im depressed about everything... but I dont tell myself that.. im all like "self your good" when really self is going... "fuck you. go die" and thirdly... Im pretty sure im going to fail at everything cause I have 2 ISU's due, plus like a bliion projects that I need to do you co-op that im like a month behind on. so I think... I need to get really wasted and go out and meet a new boy... and then party... nad ring in the new years fucked out of my brain, with new friends. But i know it wont happen cause well... lets see Im a loser with no friends and quite frankly im pretty sure I smell like a rotting fry 9 times out of 10. and I believe that this has been my rant of the month. enjoy and maube next month will be better... you know moew positive with more umph.