Mar 27, 2004 13:56
okay so im alright now. some really really heavy shit was going down that only a select handful of people know about, but i can honestly say that im okay now. so logan thanks so much but you dont have to worry now. thank you so much for caring i didnt want to tell you, but i guess im glad i did. ive really been thinking about who i am and also about the relationships i have with other people. EH. I feel like im so fake with people sometimes. i can honestly say that only one person knows who i really am, and right now im really comfortable with that. he knows me so well, better than anyone else. with him everything is perfect and i just dont care. we were on the phone a few weeks ago and he asked me why im not happy, just out of the blue. and the truth is that im not. im not happy with school, my friends, parents, or even myself. but BIG FUCKING DEAL. im not going to sit here and complain cause sure i hate a lot of things and a lot of people but who doesnt? whos happy? ill tell you this...not a whole damn lot of people are happy. so from now on im not going to give a fuck what people say or think about me. and in return i wont give a fuck about them. i havent cared about myself in a while and its about damn time that i start. so in conclusion, fuck you why dont you choke on a cock
i love you blaire happy belated birthday sweetie. thank you for always being there i love you so much. you are an awesome friend, the best i could ever of wished for. hopefully i will hang out with you this weekend so we can have more bonding time