Jun 19, 2006 23:06
i will never quit. god as my witness.
bad news came in the form or simple sheets up paper taped to a normally ordinary door. this was unexpected. and i dont know how to deal with it. but i will not let it get me down.
i still search for love, but i lack motovation for the moment. i just need to get my momentum(sp?) back, get some wind in my sails.
and i need to get everything straight.
and i WILL stay sober until friday.
not for anyone else but myself.
and for now im going to block out the world and indulge myself in writing music.