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oh my god its an epidemic
i've now gone back and am reading journals from the old website, nothingoodtosay.
all of those days feel so long ago, so very long ago...sometimes i forget how different life was back then...who i was back then...days of dorm rooms and shows and friends in katy and talking on aim until 3 4 5 6am, before juan and improvising and arizona and today and tomorrow.
i can say it is now confirmed: i have always been crazy. apparently its just who i am heh.
wow. its makes me dizzy to take it all in...not just in the glazed-over nostalgic way i usually remember that time, but now there are facts, dates, emotions i hadn't thought of in years...details, sights sounds arguments loves conversations.
life, what will you serve me next? i'm ready, and waiting to find out...
i've now gone back and am reading journals from the old website, nothingoodtosay.
all of those days feel so long ago, so very long ago...sometimes i forget how different life was back then...who i was back then...days of dorm rooms and shows and friends in katy and talking on aim until 3 4 5 6am, before juan and improvising and arizona and today and tomorrow.
i can say it is now confirmed: i have always been crazy. apparently its just who i am heh.
wow. its makes me dizzy to take it all in...not just in the glazed-over nostalgic way i usually remember that time, but now there are facts, dates, emotions i hadn't thought of in years...details, sights sounds arguments loves conversations.
life, what will you serve me next? i'm ready, and waiting to find out...