whatever.

[nothinginthere]

So I've figured out some of my problems.

I am a walking contradiction.

I want to do something with my life that will make a difference, I want to contribute to society. Help the poor... whatever.
But I want to make money.

I like my friends.
but I gossip about them.

I want to help people.
But I don't believe in love.

I feel like I contribute absolutly nothing to society by being here.
I feel useless.

and the word whore is still ringing in my head, even though I really didn't do anything that bad.
So why am I letting what someone so insignificant in my life affect how I feel about myself?