I want your warmth, but it will only make me colder when its over...
Im stealing that from Chelsea just this once because i really feel this way. Its driving me crazzzy, lets just say im real cold right now, but w/e feelings fade and im not gunna be mad at the person, i just think by now, they should learn how to deal with this with out blowing the girl off. ya thanks. but seriously i know how it is so im not hating, and we'll probably still be chill.
So last time im going to talk about my knee cause id rather just ignore it but my last entry needs to be clarified. So i had my 2 in the morning mri on wed. Then thursday i couldnt take my finals cause i was on nooo sleep, so i had a follow up appointment and i swear you dont even know how much i am hating on doctors!!! Evvvery time i go in there they tell me something different! ive decided they really just dont know annnything!!! It makes me really mad because i was freaking out about goin under the knife and then they decide they aren sure if its my miniscus, that it could just be taht i sprained and tore my mcl. which is really sweet cause i dont have to have surgery its just annoying that they dont know a thing for sure. So they are treating it as if its just an mcl sprain/tear and in 2 weeks ill go back and theyll double check my miniscus. so ya. Im really sick of doctors and i wouldnt even ever go back again except my parents are phycotic about following doctors orders and they makkkke me go. no lie. I wasnt even goin to go the day i hurt it. i was just gunna chill, but they made me!! so the doctor has me wearing this ginomous brace that goes from theigh to ankle. it is really hot let me tell you. it makes smsll children cry ask nicky. we were at the mall and this little boy turns and faces my tugs on his mom full out points and goes "Mooooommy, what IS that???" and we died nicky and i almost fell over laughing!!! then this little girl goes to her mom, "why do people have to use those?? were they bad??" so i felt pretty cool crutching around the mall, and hanging out by the MR. pita. yep yep but i have this for the next 2 weks or so so i better get used to it! oy vey. and when i get sick of using my crutches, i have to hop because if i put weight on it, ill either fall or tear it more and start screaming. I used to limp on it which was really bad for it, but now i cant even do that because it made it so much worse that any weight on it killllls!!! but its ok, gotta suck it up and take it like a man.
so from now on, we arent gunna talk about the knee, cause i feel like ppl are always asking about it and im really sick of saying the same thing over and over again. so im just not gunna reply anymore, sorry i know its rude, but ya. were gunna pretend its not there.
so thursday i couldnt go to the game cause i was studying like mad for my algebra 2 final, and didnt even touch a spanish anything. so ya, i failed both but i dont even care becauise finals sre over so i dont even care what i got on them!! theyre over. this was the one school stress free weekend of the year and i loooooooove it. and its 3 days not to mention most of friday!!! a-maz-ing so no complaint there.
fridayi had an amazing team dinner i am in passionate love with my team let me just tell you. they decorated my crutches, and gave me flowers and a teddy bear how cute are they. im in love with them, every single person-cassie the giant, jenna the icebox, Caela my looover/song writer, Jackie the man, Jackie my indiana hick, lynitta(sry i really cant spell) or dance instructer, rachel my sweet replacement, kate the team grandma, alyssa the team mom, laura my co captain, liz the mother of my child, Caroline my chem buddy!!! yes they all are amazing!!! then lauren galper slapt over while we babysat my litle sister. we ate our weight in everything you can think of and watched vh1 and im in love with her. there is much love happening here.
Saturday i went to our tournament at walled lake central and kept score and i really dont care that it was thje most boring day evr becuase we made it so much fun because yes, ill say it aging my team is so sweeet! yep yep.
im really enjoying the fact that right now my hair smells like coconut and my nails smell like sugar. no, im not being add right now.....
then i was gunn ahang out with lauren givens but that didnt work out so i ended up babysitting again for my little sis again and we had a sleepover and watched elf and i fell asleep at 9 o clock. i was soo tired. it was so nice to jsut chillax. i enjoyed.
today was my favorite day of the entire weekend. let me tell you. so i slept in, had breakfast in bed and went to late church. then picked up nicky from brads house, and we went to the mall and i spent all my money and am broke now. we sat alot, and only went in 2 stores. but we got some smoothies and chilled in the food court mmmhmm, but we wont talk about that.. then i got acrylic nails. it was really strange cause i can never have then because of volleyball, so im having alot of fun with them because im sooo eaisly amused, and we decided that as soon as the season is over before we start club, nicky and i are both gunna get them cause shes never gotten her nails done. then we went to the snabbs house and chilled with erin and mike and watched the village and nicky just about peed her pants, a few times... and Gen came and we had a pretty good talk during the movie and erin kept shhhhing us so gen told her to go slit her throat, ya, gens got such class. tehe. then melina came and then brad and erik came and we had fun looking through the old yearbooks at ow funny looking people used to be, jane and erin i love both your 7th grade pics verrry much!! then brad and i switched pants and we all went to mcdonalds, i looked pretty cool!! we saw a whole bunch of ppl there and chilled there for a bit and melina and erik and brad did some farting. then we went to blockbuster and brad and i had to switch back so tricky questions wouldnt be asked.... thats a fun one to try to explain that im just that much of a dork that i like boys pants... hmmmm. so we chilled in the parking lot there for a while then they took me home. mhm. it was a really sweet day/night but im thinking you just had to be there cause i cant even explain. fyi, gen makes fun of retarded people, she didnt even feel bad when noah got killed in the villiage. yes, i told her she is a cold hearted bitch and she laughed and that is why i looove her sooo much!!! so much!!! and i also now have some really sweet ringtones on my phone taht are not able to be deleted thanks to nicky melina and t brad. mmhmm. tomarrow, we are finally going to actually clean my basement. no lie we ARE going to get it done so i can actually have ppl over, weve def run out of the we just moved in excuse, so ya that needs to get done!! You know what i have done absolutely none of this weekend???? homework helll yess it makes me sooo unbelieveably happy!!!!! dont want the weekend to end!!!
thats all,
Samantha
So last time im going to talk about my knee cause id rather just ignore it but my last entry needs to be clarified. So i had my 2 in the morning mri on wed. Then thursday i couldnt take my finals cause i was on nooo sleep, so i had a follow up appointment and i swear you dont even know how much i am hating on doctors!!! Evvvery time i go in there they tell me something different! ive decided they really just dont know annnything!!! It makes me really mad because i was freaking out about goin under the knife and then they decide they aren sure if its my miniscus, that it could just be taht i sprained and tore my mcl. which is really sweet cause i dont have to have surgery its just annoying that they dont know a thing for sure. So they are treating it as if its just an mcl sprain/tear and in 2 weeks ill go back and theyll double check my miniscus. so ya. Im really sick of doctors and i wouldnt even ever go back again except my parents are phycotic about following doctors orders and they makkkke me go. no lie. I wasnt even goin to go the day i hurt it. i was just gunna chill, but they made me!! so the doctor has me wearing this ginomous brace that goes from theigh to ankle. it is really hot let me tell you. it makes smsll children cry ask nicky. we were at the mall and this little boy turns and faces my tugs on his mom full out points and goes "Mooooommy, what IS that???" and we died nicky and i almost fell over laughing!!! then this little girl goes to her mom, "why do people have to use those?? were they bad??" so i felt pretty cool crutching around the mall, and hanging out by the MR. pita. yep yep but i have this for the next 2 weks or so so i better get used to it! oy vey. and when i get sick of using my crutches, i have to hop because if i put weight on it, ill either fall or tear it more and start screaming. I used to limp on it which was really bad for it, but now i cant even do that because it made it so much worse that any weight on it killllls!!! but its ok, gotta suck it up and take it like a man.
so from now on, we arent gunna talk about the knee, cause i feel like ppl are always asking about it and im really sick of saying the same thing over and over again. so im just not gunna reply anymore, sorry i know its rude, but ya. were gunna pretend its not there.
so thursday i couldnt go to the game cause i was studying like mad for my algebra 2 final, and didnt even touch a spanish anything. so ya, i failed both but i dont even care becauise finals sre over so i dont even care what i got on them!! theyre over. this was the one school stress free weekend of the year and i loooooooove it. and its 3 days not to mention most of friday!!! a-maz-ing so no complaint there.
fridayi had an amazing team dinner i am in passionate love with my team let me just tell you. they decorated my crutches, and gave me flowers and a teddy bear how cute are they. im in love with them, every single person-cassie the giant, jenna the icebox, Caela my looover/song writer, Jackie the man, Jackie my indiana hick, lynitta(sry i really cant spell) or dance instructer, rachel my sweet replacement, kate the team grandma, alyssa the team mom, laura my co captain, liz the mother of my child, Caroline my chem buddy!!! yes they all are amazing!!! then lauren galper slapt over while we babysat my litle sister. we ate our weight in everything you can think of and watched vh1 and im in love with her. there is much love happening here.
Saturday i went to our tournament at walled lake central and kept score and i really dont care that it was thje most boring day evr becuase we made it so much fun because yes, ill say it aging my team is so sweeet! yep yep.
im really enjoying the fact that right now my hair smells like coconut and my nails smell like sugar. no, im not being add right now.....
then i was gunn ahang out with lauren givens but that didnt work out so i ended up babysitting again for my little sis again and we had a sleepover and watched elf and i fell asleep at 9 o clock. i was soo tired. it was so nice to jsut chillax. i enjoyed.
today was my favorite day of the entire weekend. let me tell you. so i slept in, had breakfast in bed and went to late church. then picked up nicky from brads house, and we went to the mall and i spent all my money and am broke now. we sat alot, and only went in 2 stores. but we got some smoothies and chilled in the food court mmmhmm, but we wont talk about that.. then i got acrylic nails. it was really strange cause i can never have then because of volleyball, so im having alot of fun with them because im sooo eaisly amused, and we decided that as soon as the season is over before we start club, nicky and i are both gunna get them cause shes never gotten her nails done. then we went to the snabbs house and chilled with erin and mike and watched the village and nicky just about peed her pants, a few times... and Gen came and we had a pretty good talk during the movie and erin kept shhhhing us so gen told her to go slit her throat, ya, gens got such class. tehe. then melina came and then brad and erik came and we had fun looking through the old yearbooks at ow funny looking people used to be, jane and erin i love both your 7th grade pics verrry much!! then brad and i switched pants and we all went to mcdonalds, i looked pretty cool!! we saw a whole bunch of ppl there and chilled there for a bit and melina and erik and brad did some farting. then we went to blockbuster and brad and i had to switch back so tricky questions wouldnt be asked.... thats a fun one to try to explain that im just that much of a dork that i like boys pants... hmmmm. so we chilled in the parking lot there for a while then they took me home. mhm. it was a really sweet day/night but im thinking you just had to be there cause i cant even explain. fyi, gen makes fun of retarded people, she didnt even feel bad when noah got killed in the villiage. yes, i told her she is a cold hearted bitch and she laughed and that is why i looove her sooo much!!! so much!!! and i also now have some really sweet ringtones on my phone taht are not able to be deleted thanks to nicky melina and t brad. mmhmm. tomarrow, we are finally going to actually clean my basement. no lie we ARE going to get it done so i can actually have ppl over, weve def run out of the we just moved in excuse, so ya that needs to get done!! You know what i have done absolutely none of this weekend???? homework helll yess it makes me sooo unbelieveably happy!!!!! dont want the weekend to end!!!
thats all,
Samantha