Apr 07, 2006 13:26
found an ani cd downstairs at the library today, put it in my walkman for my time on the comp. i remember listening to the live album and getting SO excited. i wish my parents could find my cd's, all of my ani cd's are with them and oh my god do i miss this music.
work is good. felt like shit but went in anyways, they were very impressed and sent me home with mad food. i'm working as a server tonite by myself!!! wikkid nervous and wikkid excited. it's like going onstage solo in front of a million people, seriously.
the house is awesome. no complaints there. verizon is coming on monday and comcast is coming wednesday.
i put a cbb in my eyebrow, it's healing MUCH better. i only did it for work, but good to know for future reference. i wanna get another one right next to it.
i feel like a normal, functional human being. living on my own, keeping a job for more than 2 days, and my major concern on the side is my family, both sides. what? since when does nancy do this shit?!!?!
so now i sit here, reminiscing about the past and regretting nothing because it has brought me to realize how to be a normal, self-dependent human being, and it feels really good to know i can do this by myself. and if that's what it took, so be it.