the not soo butterfly effect but more like a ripple effect
so monday was rookie camp for marching band and i just wasn't feeling it. so im standing there in basics and the smartest idea came into my mind...quit band. i thought real hard about it...well actually i didnt cuz i hate band and so do alot of other people that are still in it and those who already quit (bradford, pj) so apparently since i was a leader, me quitting was a big surprise to mr boyd and the marching staff as well as other marchers thus me quitting, i send a ripple effect to others making heather lancaster quit too because she stayed cuz i was doing it, and making alot of others think about quitting too! most likely those i know that are thinking about it are def. going to quit. band is just not what it was like freshman and sophomore year. fun isn't apart of it anymore....and like since when was band a popularity thing right? anyways the bands direction is going through a downward spiral. but today just hanging out with becca knowing that there was marching band practice from 8-8....i felt alot better cuz i could finally enjoy a summer without having to worry about band. how much do i do not like band anymore? well im not doing school band, but some are trying to convince me to do school band just to piss off the director. to me this is what i feel is right. for once i can hang out with my baby and not have to worry about damn dot books or music to remember or practices all august from 8-8. so for those who read this....do whatever makes you feel happy. if youre doing something that you just aren't feeling anymore, then take a stand. peace and love,
kevin
kevin