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Today went from shopping.
To pouring rain durring the mini roadtrip for the show. with a almost two hour traffic delay.
To being at the show & enjoying it A WHOLE LOT. & singing a WHOLE lot
in which my voice is now coarse & dry..to driving back home singing along to mixtapes.
& then visiting my mother & my newborn baby brother chase benjamin (bennjamin?notsurehowshespellsityet!)
yep my mom had the baby, hes healthy & very happy. & hes absolutly beautiful.
she had him 08.04.06 during the time i was at that show.
eep! & i was the fourth person to hold him. & see him.
ah newborns are soo tiny. & they look all pink & fake almost. but he made THE cuttest noises & didnt cry at all or wake up with me
& he held onto my fingers, as seen in one of the photos. it seriously made my night.
anyhow, i had a great day. i really did.
the only thing that sucked was not going to PA to see cold world again with justice
with chase. i could have. but i wanted to see my brother & im going to see CW again soon
& chase for that matter. so whatever. even though i am off till tues. fuck. i wish i had gone.
party & tour till tues afternoon, coulda been sweeeettt. but im tired. really tired. my eyes burn
from contacts. & uh im just fucking tired.
ps: thank you cold world for singing my song as your last one.<3
god. im so tired i dont think i can sleep.
weird.
but i guess its from the lack of sleep on thurs. night due to crazyyyy fuckin shit that happened that night. & then waking up early as fuck.
To pouring rain durring the mini roadtrip for the show. with a almost two hour traffic delay.
To being at the show & enjoying it A WHOLE LOT. & singing a WHOLE lot
in which my voice is now coarse & dry..to driving back home singing along to mixtapes.
& then visiting my mother & my newborn baby brother chase benjamin (bennjamin?notsurehowshespellsityet!)
yep my mom had the baby, hes healthy & very happy. & hes absolutly beautiful.
she had him 08.04.06 during the time i was at that show.
eep! & i was the fourth person to hold him. & see him.
ah newborns are soo tiny. & they look all pink & fake almost. but he made THE cuttest noises & didnt cry at all or wake up with me
& he held onto my fingers, as seen in one of the photos. it seriously made my night.
anyhow, i had a great day. i really did.
the only thing that sucked was not going to PA to see cold world again with justice
with chase. i could have. but i wanted to see my brother & im going to see CW again soon
& chase for that matter. so whatever. even though i am off till tues. fuck. i wish i had gone.
party & tour till tues afternoon, coulda been sweeeettt. but im tired. really tired. my eyes burn
from contacts. & uh im just fucking tired.
ps: thank you cold world for singing my song as your last one.<3
god. im so tired i dont think i can sleep.
weird.
but i guess its from the lack of sleep on thurs. night due to crazyyyy fuckin shit that happened that night. & then waking up early as fuck.