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i've been moody lately. real FUCKING moody.
turning in my sleep i think that my dreaming is reality.
i wake up sweating and relieved and forgetting everything i dreamed about.
sometimes i wonder if dreams really mean anything.
sometimes it seems like a glimpse into my subconscious.
but if that's true then my subconscious is scary and violent and murderous and angry and helpless and angry.
that scares me. and it thrills me a little and it makes me wonder if i really know who i really am at all.
i'm glad i don't remember all of my dreams.
turning in my sleep i think that my dreaming is reality.
i wake up sweating and relieved and forgetting everything i dreamed about.
sometimes i wonder if dreams really mean anything.
sometimes it seems like a glimpse into my subconscious.
but if that's true then my subconscious is scary and violent and murderous and angry and helpless and angry.
that scares me. and it thrills me a little and it makes me wonder if i really know who i really am at all.
i'm glad i don't remember all of my dreams.