I'm moving out, I'm moving on...
I still stand by my beliefs. Nothing changes. Often things on the surface change, but nothing ever changes as a whole. I have been basing my life on how I feel people should change. To not only better my life and theirs, but also considering the lives we all could live if we could learn to get along. Learn to compromise to better others instead of ourselves. Now, this could quite possibly be a successful scheme, however it is also nearly impossible to do this when only one party is willing, and not everyone concerned. In truth, I have given up on trying to change myself to better my life, when I feel I have no reason to change other than to make myself more appealing to others. I tire of being someone I have learned to hate. I am trying to grow up the best way I know how. And I am trying to educate myself so that I can become the best person I can be. This is made difficult when people who I feel only bring me down surround me. For once I am going to do what is right for me. I am no longer concerned with what others think, I am doing something because I know that if I don’t, no one will. I’m moving out, I’m moving on. From now on, I will no longer do things because I feel obligated. I will do them because that is what is best for me. I’m not even going to allow myself to be sad. This is what I have to do. It’s true when they say that only you can make your life better, and only you can determine how your life will be. I have a new focus, and a new dream. And for once I don’t feel alone.