ARE YOU LISTENING TO ME NOW?...
Tell me why I am so angry. Tell me why I care? It seems like everyone around me is happy, and I am dragging them down into my shadow. It’s just frustrating. Everyone has someone that understands them..I feel like I am misunderstood and overlooked. Am I really that miserable? Do I have a sign written on me that says "BEWARE ANGRY?" I feel like I'm going to explode. Am I not entitled to feel however I wish to feel, without having to justify how I am feeling to other people? And just because I am angry does not mean it is automatically about them. If I want to be angry, fuck I'll be angry.
When you talk to people do you ever notice that they only hear what they want to hear? It's like half of the time I am told how I am feeling, or should be feeling. What's the point in having conversations with people if you have selective hearing? Mind as well be talking to yourself. It's just as effective and less frustrating for those who don't share that same disability.
Don’t bother talking to me if you only intend to hear what you want to hear, or if you're just going to pretend to listen. I’m honest. I find no reason to lie, or hide my feelings. Is this so hard to understand?
…I just want to be heard!
**CAN YOU HEAR ME NOW? NOW THAT I"M SCREAMING?**