Mar 22, 2005 17:01
Okay soo, I came home today, and I got the scariest/ angriest/ saddiest thing of my life [soo far]. My mom came home and was like: [the conversation went like this]
Mom:"Guess who I met today"
Kat:"Who?" *mom gives strange look "Tim?"
Mom:"Close"
Kat:"Umm Les {his cousin}?"
Mom:"Nope"
Kat:"His sister, Chris.. Tracy.. who?!"
Mom:"Chris' step-dad"
1) Watta great way to say hello to your child eh?
haha whatever it really didn't bug me that much until she started telling me what they talked about and I now understand why Chris doesn't wanna talk to me anymore...
SIDENOTE: Chris.. if you ever find yourself reading this... I am so sorry, more than you'd ever know.
I don't wanna write everything out and down because thats not really the smartest thing to do after what I've been told and I'm not that cruel unforunately for Tim.. my bastard Biological Father.. he can kill himself, jump off a bridge, slit his wrists or his thoart.. I swear on my GRAVE if I ever find you again my darling bastard father.. I will kill you myself. I hate YOU beyond belief. I can't believe I ever wanted to get to know you, I despise you, everything about you, everything I ever wanted to know, I wish you would fall off the planet and ciest to exist!!! BASTARD ASSHOLE!!
Jesus.. I never knew that someone could be that heartless.. well I could, but I never wanted to admit it.. FUCK I WANNA KILL YOU!! I never wanna see you again, wait I do.. then I can KILL YOU! your a piece of nothing that was eatting by a AIDS infested maget, and now your a bunch of AIDS infested NOTHING! YAH.. bet you didn't know that did ya? well you do now you fucking.. fucker.. fuckhead.
I can't find angry enough music right now.. punching something isn't gunna help your not worth me hurting myself.. why can't you just die
Boy that feels good to get off my mind