Mar 21, 2005 22:31
Uber long time since I've updated this mofo of a livejournal yo *looks over! WHOA its Jonathan Davis tehehe... "Dance with me" - Got the Life. Okay so it's been about a long time since I've updated shoot me, well it feels like I long time I'm kinda lazy about actually checking to see how long its been so thats okay. Whats new with me I find myself asking.. myself?? not a hole hell of a lot really incase I didn't mention about two weeks ago I went to a "social gathering" at Janelles with Korie and other people, like Kaylee. yay! and I pulled idiot to the 27th degree, haha yes I did indeed! Since then, hmmm... i went to school and I learnt, wrote acouple tests, listened to music, enjoyed my english class as I did nothing expect talk to Josh ALOT when he was there [aww, he was sick semi lots last week] and discussed to others about go the next show on April 1st and possibly 2nd. The hole week was pretty awesome until about Thrusday and Friday in which I cried because I'm an idiot also and wont tell a certain someone how I like them and stuff... which is actually competely my fault in the first place. *damn my shyness about liking people!!* Friday night Jacky and I rented movies {Eurotrip, Deadbirds and Wicker Park} we only watched Wicker Park and Eurotrip that night. Wicker Park angered me GRR! it was really a good movie in the end, but first awhile I was just praying that FINALLY things would work out..blah!! Saturday, Jacky and I went to the Mall with Jason (yay!!) , Jerrel, Christine *pauses* and Ardian for a bit.. we were like soooo late holy shit, I cried. Jerrel had to work around iunno three-ish so they left and we called COry, Chris and Jeff and got them to come down with us for a bit. LOL that was funny..sigh* good fun that day at the mall. Later on Niki called and she came over, my dad said they we could have ONE drink, in wich we knew my mom wouldn't let Niki drive home so she spent the night. Before we drove to get Niki's stuff and came home and watched Deadbirds, that was a really good movie really freaky and confusing but I think that's because we were busy talking and weren't really pay attention. lol and again we watched Eurotrip.. and I fell asleep half way through it... and than we kinda watched my Tom Sawyer play for the first time, lol i was embrassed about on myself and couldn't watch when I came on. And that's what I've been up to lately.. dun dun!* Now on to what I've been thinking lately... Well first clearly.. KORN IS THE SHIT, and anyways. Myself I am emotional BEEPed up like whoa, crying alot (with reasons) iunno maybe Im just a retard lately: stupid females seriously, and sometimes stupid males. I mean It's really clear that I like this one guy at my school right? and well haha either he hasn't noticed it or he doesn't care/ like me back.. iunno.. and as of today I could really damn well care-less. Iunno maybes its just be.. but its clear{ to me anyways} that he doesnt like me back. I shoulda said something to him like Jeezee!!.. I asked him to do something this weekend REMINDER: make sure I find out what we're doing!!... ahh hes so nice and blah funny and I could go on forever but somehow I think that would make people just stop reading. Another thing that's kinda buggind me lately.. not really bugging me as much as something I'm kinda happy about, I started talking to another fellow {Bill}) haha hes awesome!! and i like when he sends me music, tis awesome stuff and music is godly. (music is my boyfriend!! ..haha I can play that game to!)