I don't think I'm coming to Birmingham this weekend cause I HAVE NO PLACE TO STAY. Laura Beth got grounded.
I need somebody to go to the beach with me August 7th through the 10th or 11th. My birthday is the 9th and I don't really wanna be there with just my parents. Pleeeeeeeeeeeaaaaaaaaase go with me...
All my plans are falling through and it sucks.
I was not so happy earlier...I feel a little better now for some reason.
Being alone sucks. I was okay with it. Now I'm not. I have shitty luck with guys. Woooooo. Bah
-C U R R E N T-
CLOTHES: jeans and a red soccer shirt
MOOD: bored
MUSIC: from autumn to ashes
TASTE: nothing
MAKE-UP: nothing...
HAIR: curly...up
ANNOYANCE: not having a place to stay in birmingham this weekend
SMELL: nothing
FAVORITE GROUP: that's too hard
BOOK YOU'RE READING: the fuck-up
DVD IN PLAYER: i think there's cds in the dvd player
COLOR OF TOENAILS: normal?
WORRY: when do i not worry
-L A S T . P E R S O N...-
YOU TOUCHED: my cat
YOU TALKED TO: my dad
HUGGED: i don't know
YOU INSTANT MESSAGED: pippin
YOU YELLED AT: the dogs at work
YOU KISSED: no
- F A V O R I T E -
FOOD: taco casaaaaa
DRINK: sunkist and mt dew
COLOR: blue..or orange
SHOES: mmm i like my chucks and my sambas
ALBUM: my led zeppelin cds
CANDY: errrefadfgdsa i don't know
ANIMAL: i like cats and dogs...except when i'm at work haha
TV SHOW: that 70s show and southpark
MOVIE: empire records, the royal tenenbaums, harry potter, lotr
DANCE: i can't dance
SONG: fbjeagd;kewd
VEGETABLE: steamed broccoli
FRUIT: i like all of it, except canteloupe
CARTOON: anything on adult swim pretty much
- A R E . Y O U -
UNDERSTANDING: yes
OPEN-MINDEd: yes
ARROGANT: no arrogant people piss me off
INSECURE: kinda
INTERESTING: sure
RANDOM: yeah
HUNGRY: not right now
SMART: yeah i guess but i don't like school
MOODY: sometimes
CHILDISH: nah
HARD WORKING: i work hard at my job
ORGANIZED: kind of
HEALTHY: yeah
SHY: yeah. but not around my friends
DIFFICULT: no
ATTRACTIVE: uhh i don't think so
BORED EASILY: sometimes
MESSY: not really...i have clothes all over my floor but that's it.
THIRSTY: yeah
RESPONSIBLE: yeah
OBSESSED: no
ANGRY: not unless you really piss me off
SAD: i try not to be
HAPPY: i try to be hah
HYPER: not right now
TRUSTING: yeah
TALKATIVE: sometimes
LEGAL: yes
-W H O . D O . Y O U . W A N T . T O...-
KILL: haha...man that list could go on for a while
SLAP: i don't know
GET REALLY WASTED WITH: getting wasted sucks?
GET HIGH WITH: getting high sucks?
LOOK LIKE: someone else
TALK TO OFFLINE: pippin and victor
TALK TO ONLINE: i don't care
MY NAME IS: rachael
IN THE MORNING I AM: working or sleeping
ALL I NEED IS: looooooove haha
LOVE IS: not for me apparently
I'M AFRAID OF: moths
I DREAM ABOUT: weird stuff. i dream about my friends a lot too
-W H I C H . I S . B E T T E R-
COKE OR PEPSI: coke
FLOWERS OR CANDY: flowers are cuter but i can eat candy and i like candy
TALL OR SHORT: taller than me
-W I T H .T H E. O P P O S I T E. S E X-
WHAT DO YOU NOTICE FIRST: hair and eyes
LAST PERSON YOU SLOW DANCED WITH: oh god...ummm steven? in like 8th grade. he was a fag
WORST QUESTION TO ASK: "what's up" NOTHING SHUTUP
WHO MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST: probably justin. or beatty and kev
WHO MAKES YOU SMILE: my friendssssss
GIVES YOU A FUNNY FEELING WHEN YOU SEE THEM: hmm...i haven't felt that in a while...probably johnny though
WHO DO YOU HAVE A CRUSH ON: 2 guys..haha
HAS A CRUSH ON YOU: i don't know
IS EASIEST TO TALK TO: justin
-D O. Y O U .E V E R-
SIT ON THE INTERNET ALL NIGHT WAITING FOR THAT SPECIAL SOMEONE TO I.M. YOU? i don't have a special someone..haha
SAVE AIM CONVERSATIONS? deadaim saves them automatically
WISH YOU WERE A MEMBER OF THE OPPOSITE SEX? no
CRY BECAUSE OF SOMEONE SAYING SOMETHING TO YOU? uhh i don't know. probably. people are mean
-H A V E .Y O U .E V E R-
FALLEN FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND? kinda
BEEN IN LOVE? no
BEEN REJECTED? yeah
REJECTED SOMEONE? yeah
USED SOMEONE? no
BEEN CHEATED ON? no
DONE SOMETHING YOU REGRET? a few
LIED? yeah but i'm bad at it
-E X T R A S-
SMOKE CIGARETTES? no
COULD YOU LIVE WITHOUT THE COMPUTER? no
COLOR YOUR HAIR? i don't
EVER GET OFF THE DAMN COMPUTER? no
HABLA ESPANOL? mmm not really
HOW MANY PEEPS ARE ON UR BUDDY LIST? 48, i took off a whole bunch cause i don't talk to many people
dRINK ALCOHOL? no
LIKE WATCHING SUNRISES OR SUNSETS? sunsets but both are nice...
WHAT HURTS MORE, PHYSICAL OR EMOTIONAL PAIN? emotional
-N U M B E R-
OF TIMES YOURE HEART HAS BEEN BROKEN: too many?
OF HEARTS I HAVE BROKEN: i don't know
OF GUYS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): 384597324327
OF GIRLS I'VE KISSED (NOT COUNTING FAMILY): uh none
OF CONTINENTS I HAVE LIVED IN: one
OF GOOD FRIENDS: not many
OF CD'S THAT I OWN: a lot
OF SCARS ON MY BODY: i don't know
OF THINGS IN MY PAST THAT I REGRET: a few
-Y O U R . T H O U G H T S-
I KNOW: that i'm really lonely
I WANT: to go to birmingham
I HAVE: a nice house
I WISH: i could go to birmingham right now
I HATE: mean people
I FEAR: being alone
I HEAR: blink 182
I SEARCH: for nothing really
I WONDER: when i'll fall in love
I REGRET: a few things
I LOVE: my friends
I CARE: about certain people
I ALWAYS: have music playing where ever i am
I AM NOT: outgoing
I DANCE: on the table haha
I SING: when i'm in my car
I CRY: when i'm sad?
I DO NOT ALWAYS: say what i'm feeling
I FIGHT: uhhhhhh
I WRITE: some stupid shit
I WIN: AT NOTHING
I LOSE: at life haha
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: to the unimportant stuff. i have selective hearing haha
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: on the freakin computer
I NEED: a hug
I AM HAPPY: when i'm in birmingham
I SHOULD HAVE: punched you in the face