whata bad week.

[nothing_2_prove]

Things have been really hard lately. Tristian is back from his trip and me assuming we are still friends, i figured he'd call or what not- his parents arent allowing him to talk to me. They said that it was my idea to break up with him and im the one that wanted space. i hate parents like that. im glad they are involved in his life or whatever, but just give him your opinion. Its just kinda rough spending 9 months with somebody to not speaking a word to eachother in almost 3 weeks. Especially with me- ive never really been able to let go of the past very easily. lol and now i'm hearing all this crap that he's been saying about me. im not gonna post what hes said because i dont think thats right, but i dont understand how somebody that claimed they cared so much about me for so long could of said the things he did. it just sucks that it had to go down like it did.

another thing that sucks is that i watched the real world about 5 minutes ago and frickin cried my eyes out because danny's mom died. lol geezus.

buuut im gonna go :)
just had to vent a lil