scary changes in musical tastes
I just noticed that Im totally emo when I'm sad about something.. I mean, to log onto the net and start blaring fallout boy (and actually know the words as well) is poor showing for me, who longs to dump on the already defenseless emo kids.. sorry but you guys are defenseless.. and sure do cry a lot.
I love that one song, nobody puts baby in a corner... been in situations like that more than once. Emo music brings out the crappy sappy, almost pop person that is trying to commit sucide inside me somewhere. I hope she dies!!!
I'm also in love with All that Remains. Their music is so off the wall (not as much as the Dillinger Escape Plan, if you need confusing music, listn to that stuff) and its so beautiful while being almost completely insane and hardcore and loud.
Tattered on my Sleeve
and how I love you I should let you go
strike your name from my mind
should I succeed empty space
filled with might have been
wronged and I foul
never cared for might have been
your name etched upon my finger
under gold still lives in my dreams
to this day have I fallen away
now my heart tattered on my sleeve and I
hear your breath lying next to me
now my heart tattered
on my sleeve will I see
your name before mine
I am falling away
all my life
is falling away
as time goes by
today was pretty good. I was actually looking forward to going to work cuz I haven't been allowed out of the house.. my teeth (or lack there of) got infected and I worsened but I'm feeling pretty good now.
At work today, I realized how much of a weak person I am. I ws talking with one of the teachers and she wastelling me about how she lost her son when he was only five months old. She had to go to the hospital and sit with him everyday for five months and she still lost him. I could not be as strong as her. She told me that it is still hard for her, but she knows that God has a plan for him and knowing that has kept her going. I just hope that when I go through hard times, I can learn to be strong like her.. I've already proven in hard times I like to hideaway and not have to deal with it. I can't hide from everyone though. I just want to learn to be strong like that.
I love that one song, nobody puts baby in a corner... been in situations like that more than once. Emo music brings out the crappy sappy, almost pop person that is trying to commit sucide inside me somewhere. I hope she dies!!!
I'm also in love with All that Remains. Their music is so off the wall (not as much as the Dillinger Escape Plan, if you need confusing music, listn to that stuff) and its so beautiful while being almost completely insane and hardcore and loud.
Tattered on my Sleeve
and how I love you I should let you go
strike your name from my mind
should I succeed empty space
filled with might have been
wronged and I foul
never cared for might have been
your name etched upon my finger
under gold still lives in my dreams
to this day have I fallen away
now my heart tattered on my sleeve and I
hear your breath lying next to me
now my heart tattered
on my sleeve will I see
your name before mine
I am falling away
all my life
is falling away
as time goes by
today was pretty good. I was actually looking forward to going to work cuz I haven't been allowed out of the house.. my teeth (or lack there of) got infected and I worsened but I'm feeling pretty good now.
At work today, I realized how much of a weak person I am. I ws talking with one of the teachers and she wastelling me about how she lost her son when he was only five months old. She had to go to the hospital and sit with him everyday for five months and she still lost him. I could not be as strong as her. She told me that it is still hard for her, but she knows that God has a plan for him and knowing that has kept her going. I just hope that when I go through hard times, I can learn to be strong like her.. I've already proven in hard times I like to hideaway and not have to deal with it. I can't hide from everyone though. I just want to learn to be strong like that.