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i find it funny when they ask me, "so who is the new girlfriend eh?".. and all i have to answer is, "there isnt one..." as sad as it is, the reaction is priceless. people keep saying its good to stay single bla bla, the funny thing is, most of them have some one... easy for them to say. im sick of having no one there... i hate not having someone to care for like that, and someone who cares for me like that. but there is no one there... and as confused as my feelings are right now, i still know that i need somewhere to put them. but i dont see it happening in the near future.. but what can you do... i can stay happy as things are, i have been doing it for a while now, but i want someone to be happy with. im so happy for two people i hold dear, they are happy together, and it doesnt have any intention of dying down. the other two of you, shouldnt have any trouble finding someone.. honestly. and dont fucking deny it. :P its wierd, it seems when i look for someone, i find no one. until i give up and then out of no where someone comes a long... it happend last time, what will happen next... but i hate giving up...