If I Loved You Would You Leave Me If I Hated You Would You Grieve Me
Will seems to be really into this girl Ashley and he tells me about her. When I tell him to pursue her he goes into some sort of thought thing and he says "I can't believe this." I say believe what, he says he won't tell me.
Is he mentioning her to see my reaction? If so what do I do anyways?
I like him. But I don't belong with him. And even if I did I don't know the first thing about being in a relationship. I can't even be in a functional relationship with myself.
I can't stand my body and I'm self concious so "hooking up" is out of the question. I like him. I want to tell him. But I can't feed an ego. I can't get a blank response back. I don't know any of this. I don't know how you're supposed to deal with guys.
I've decided that I'm going to eat nothing but fruits and vegetables and drink diet soda and water until wednesday. And also that I'm going to get some form of exercise everyday until Wednesday. From wednesday I'll decide what the plan is.
When I'm with Will it's painful to hold what I feel inside. So I burst out crying or into fits of anger. I don't want him to see me like that. I want advice from somebody who cares to hear about him and nobody cares to hear about him or to hear from me at all.
Is he mentioning her to see my reaction? If so what do I do anyways?
I like him. But I don't belong with him. And even if I did I don't know the first thing about being in a relationship. I can't even be in a functional relationship with myself.
I can't stand my body and I'm self concious so "hooking up" is out of the question. I like him. I want to tell him. But I can't feed an ego. I can't get a blank response back. I don't know any of this. I don't know how you're supposed to deal with guys.
I've decided that I'm going to eat nothing but fruits and vegetables and drink diet soda and water until wednesday. And also that I'm going to get some form of exercise everyday until Wednesday. From wednesday I'll decide what the plan is.
When I'm with Will it's painful to hold what I feel inside. So I burst out crying or into fits of anger. I don't want him to see me like that. I want advice from somebody who cares to hear about him and nobody cares to hear about him or to hear from me at all.