drastic
I am definetly going to kill myself if after I have listened to every single record and cd I have...
after I have watched every movie I want to see...
I have done coke again...
Am at my ideal weight...
And I am still not content on living.
I will say good bye to all my friends. Leave them messages on their machines. I will give away my poetry and art. Write out my will. Perfect my suicide note.
I wont start on my records until I am within 15 lbs of my goal. I would say have sex too...but that is a bit complicated isnt it and then Id have to form some sort of emotional attachment etc...and that defeats the purpose. Unless I am just a drunk mess but anyways I dont want to get into that. And it'd be very cool to die a virgin. Or die a choice virgin anyways.
prettynside: hehe
xpuppyxluvx13: u just said hehe
xpuppyxluvx13: hhaha
prettynside: what i like hehe
prettynside: lol
xpuppyxluvx13: ur not a hehe kind of person
I suppose that's true. Which makes me more than just a bit sad.
after I have watched every movie I want to see...
I have done coke again...
Am at my ideal weight...
And I am still not content on living.
I will say good bye to all my friends. Leave them messages on their machines. I will give away my poetry and art. Write out my will. Perfect my suicide note.
I wont start on my records until I am within 15 lbs of my goal. I would say have sex too...but that is a bit complicated isnt it and then Id have to form some sort of emotional attachment etc...and that defeats the purpose. Unless I am just a drunk mess but anyways I dont want to get into that. And it'd be very cool to die a virgin. Or die a choice virgin anyways.
prettynside: hehe
xpuppyxluvx13: u just said hehe
xpuppyxluvx13: hhaha
prettynside: what i like hehe
prettynside: lol
xpuppyxluvx13: ur not a hehe kind of person
I suppose that's true. Which makes me more than just a bit sad.