Dec 14, 2004 19:57
I think I'm a little depressed. This is the first time teenage hormones have really affected me.
No matter how much sleep I get, I always feel completely and totally drained.
I went to bed at 9 last night. 10 the night before. I was so tired today that I almost fell over when I was walking in the hall.
This isn't just physically drained, but emotionally drained, too. I come out of a class that I know was fun, and I don't feel happy or exhilarated at all.
It takes an hour to write a page long essay. I keep losing my train of thought and my focus.
I've got a cyst in my chest. It is always sore. Don't punch me there, please. It's getting bigger.
The doctor told me to keep an eye on it for a week. When I was weightlifting, my [stronger] right arm kept shaking and buckling under the bar. Because of my cyst. I should be able to do much more weight.
BAH. This sucks.
sigh...
EDIT
I have decided that I need to snap out of it. Will be hard, but I am just not an unhappy person.
Hasn't started working yet... I need an anti-hormone steroid. A little help, Brian...?