Happy Anniversary you ******* ****
Yep. 1 year ago today Randy made the oh so good for him decision to screw up our lives with a letter left on the bed.
I knew it...I'd even mentioned it to a friend earlier on Friday, but I kinda forgot. In a conversation with a friend I'm being a complete bitch, alternating being dismally rude, then apologetic; I thought I was pms'ing. After I hung up I realized again what day it was. I never knew I had this much repressed anger and poor Simon was taking the brunt of it like a champ.
On other things,
The boys love their new school (they started at the one a block away from us this year).
N. has discovered he loves math (yay).
K. is learning to play the baritone (yay).
I. is following with my trumpet (yay).
A. is talking up a storm, his favorite phrase being 'eat brains' courtesy of his brothers' coaching.
For myself insert whatever euphemism you like-one will work as well as another. I am a bit saddened by the theft of my ipod three weeks ago. At first I'd thought one of the boys had taken off with it, but it's clear now it was taken when I was stupid enough to leave it in the car that night while we ran into the store. Just another stick to throw on Sara's bonfire of annoyances.
Bleh. I have to get out of this mortifying mindset and be productive. I just wish I was further along with that 'best revenge is living well' idea.
I knew it...I'd even mentioned it to a friend earlier on Friday, but I kinda forgot. In a conversation with a friend I'm being a complete bitch, alternating being dismally rude, then apologetic; I thought I was pms'ing. After I hung up I realized again what day it was. I never knew I had this much repressed anger and poor Simon was taking the brunt of it like a champ.
On other things,
The boys love their new school (they started at the one a block away from us this year).
N. has discovered he loves math (yay).
K. is learning to play the baritone (yay).
I. is following with my trumpet (yay).
A. is talking up a storm, his favorite phrase being 'eat brains' courtesy of his brothers' coaching.
For myself insert whatever euphemism you like-one will work as well as another. I am a bit saddened by the theft of my ipod three weeks ago. At first I'd thought one of the boys had taken off with it, but it's clear now it was taken when I was stupid enough to leave it in the car that night while we ran into the store. Just another stick to throw on Sara's bonfire of annoyances.
Bleh. I have to get out of this mortifying mindset and be productive. I just wish I was further along with that 'best revenge is living well' idea.