cheer up emo kid
i dont fucking like this.....like part of me regrets going because shit feels different but i mean i knew it was going to...part of me regrets wanting to go back next year cuz i want to see people but its like ive already fucked everything up so what is the point... if its led to lying and flaking then i guess that is my fault but it's still really lame and i guess i didn't realzie what 4 months could do... but i did i just i don't know...it feels like no time has passed and yet it has four fucking months have and ive missed it...and now that i'm home and i have no one it's lame and i dont know what to feel or what i want to feel...whether i would rather everything be fucked up so im making all of it up inside my head so if i do get a scholarship i could just go to gstoun for another year but at the same time i do...and fuck im pretty sure im mkaing this up..................FUCK DJSL:FJSDGJFLKSJDFLKSJD I HATE BEING EMO