he's more than just enough

Nov 04, 2004 10:05

quote of the day: "i can't wait to spend time with baby annalee, or should i say baby andy?" -christine

alright, it's true. i definitely dressed annalee as a boy for halloween. i know, it's a shame. but, when you run out of chicken suits you get desperate. and i chose to remedy this desperation with teeny tiny sideburns and a curly mustache. but, i didn't just put annalee out there to brave this world alone, i too sported a full goat-tee (however that is spelled) and sideburns to match. we looked sickening. it was great. the parents at goddard wouldn't talk to me b/c they didn't even recognize me with my hair slicked back and the facial hair. i definitely looked like a pedifile (however that is spelled.)

in other news, things have been pretty crazy. and by that i mean busy. blystra was here and we had a great time. i can't wait for her and chrisann to move here. it'll be awesome. then jon, carlie, tim and michelle came to see andy's show with us. it was way fun. we went to linvilla orchard, which is pretty much what we do every saturday, but it was nice to have jon and cars with us this time. then we went to andy's show which was sick. i was so proud of andy - he was amazing. the show was really good and we got to hang out with andy afterwards which was, of course, a good time. he's officially a rock star, and it was fun watching the high school girls scream and tear up because they caught andy's drumsticks. ha. it was sweet.

other than that... i am just learning a lot lately. about myself, about marriage, but mostly about God. it's been hard, but in such a good way. in the growing pains kind of way. like... it's definitely good to grow, but it hurts at the same time. so, at night, you lay in bed not really understanding why you're legs ache so much, and you call your mom in to tell her that your legs might be breaking and she says that they definietly aren't breaking, but that you're prolly just growing, and you still think that it's something more serious than that, like that they *are* breaking. so she finally gives in and rubs your calves for a little bit, but not long enough, but its better than nothing. that's kinda how i feel right now. just growing, just hurting, but really grateful for the things that take the edge off the ache. like vicadin. haha, just kidding.

seriously though, i do have a rage disorder, and i am working on that. k, maybe not a RAGE disorder... but i have realized that i am more angry than i used to be. i hate that. so, i am laying that down. i love being joyful and i have so many reasons to rejoice. so, i shall live joyfully without wanting to punch the peace-a-pizza girl in the face for being an airhead. (see. rage.) but, no longer. i rejoice.
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