sigh
um. yeah.
my relationship with alex and ellen is weird. they don't really want to hang out outside of school. and well, i don't think that's much of a relationship. too stressful to deal with it, so i just yelled at them and told them i'm not their friend. i doubt they care. yeah. maybe someday i'll be cool. yunno. like. cool. or at least everyone else will be artsy. maybe i'll be cool like brian london. they'll probably read this. i'd delete it if i didn't want attention so much. i wonder if that's my parents' fault. i love cats. i don't like dogs a lot. anymore at least. i like cats. and girls. i want love. and lust. i want someone hot to lust after me. i wish chicks wanted me like jj baylin. whatever. i'm too tall to live that life.
my relationship with alex and ellen is weird. they don't really want to hang out outside of school. and well, i don't think that's much of a relationship. too stressful to deal with it, so i just yelled at them and told them i'm not their friend. i doubt they care. yeah. maybe someday i'll be cool. yunno. like. cool. or at least everyone else will be artsy. maybe i'll be cool like brian london. they'll probably read this. i'd delete it if i didn't want attention so much. i wonder if that's my parents' fault. i love cats. i don't like dogs a lot. anymore at least. i like cats. and girls. i want love. and lust. i want someone hot to lust after me. i wish chicks wanted me like jj baylin. whatever. i'm too tall to live that life.