but i'm here with my hands on my heart?
okayokay.
here is the lowdown on life.
+looking for a job. well looking for appropriate jobs. not being overly successful, and battling a feeling of a) uselessness b) misery c) inevitability of settling. d) terror.
+ youth is starting back up and i am excited. we have these new leaders who are kind of scared but mostly excited and everyone has new ideas and plans and i am excited about what God is going to do there this year.
+ trying to get an invisible children screening off the ground for april sometime. think it would be great.
+ saw glen hansard and marketa irglova live. nearly died.
+ busy as ever. my diary is this cataclysmic mess of pen and post-it notes. but it's all good because i am doing okay. i'm not sleeping well, but i am healthy.
so i will go and dry my hair and get dressed for work. pick up an apple and a coffee on the way, work my butt off. come home and apply for some more jobs. go for a run with joel. come home and fall asleep. this weekend has been good, in terms of getting my life together. i've finally picked a bible study (though it hasn't been an uncomplicated process!) and sorted out my birthday and organised some youth stuff and got my sport stuff together for the year and thought about slovenia and everything. there's a lot to do still, but i'm taking steps in the rightish directions.
love love.
here is the lowdown on life.
+looking for a job. well looking for appropriate jobs. not being overly successful, and battling a feeling of a) uselessness b) misery c) inevitability of settling. d) terror.
+ youth is starting back up and i am excited. we have these new leaders who are kind of scared but mostly excited and everyone has new ideas and plans and i am excited about what God is going to do there this year.
+ trying to get an invisible children screening off the ground for april sometime. think it would be great.
+ saw glen hansard and marketa irglova live. nearly died.
+ busy as ever. my diary is this cataclysmic mess of pen and post-it notes. but it's all good because i am doing okay. i'm not sleeping well, but i am healthy.
so i will go and dry my hair and get dressed for work. pick up an apple and a coffee on the way, work my butt off. come home and apply for some more jobs. go for a run with joel. come home and fall asleep. this weekend has been good, in terms of getting my life together. i've finally picked a bible study (though it hasn't been an uncomplicated process!) and sorted out my birthday and organised some youth stuff and got my sport stuff together for the year and thought about slovenia and everything. there's a lot to do still, but i'm taking steps in the rightish directions.
love love.