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i have a tummy ache.
im tired.
i have a headache.
im sad.
i dont think i can live here anymore.
all my parents do is nag me and make me feel guilty and depressed.
they expect so much more out of me with college and life.
they think that i can only be happy and successful if go to college.
its killing me and i get upset about it all the time.
i dont feel good enough for them.
i cant do school because im not ready for it.
but if i tell them that they will make me feel guilty again and again.
i just cant takethe shit anymore...
now that i got that out i will go back to holding it in...
had a shw tonight. ehh. i suck. we were okay but know one was there. even the bandsthat played prior to us left. except one band.
im tired.
i have a headache.
im sad.
i dont think i can live here anymore.
all my parents do is nag me and make me feel guilty and depressed.
they expect so much more out of me with college and life.
they think that i can only be happy and successful if go to college.
its killing me and i get upset about it all the time.
i dont feel good enough for them.
i cant do school because im not ready for it.
but if i tell them that they will make me feel guilty again and again.
i just cant takethe shit anymore...
now that i got that out i will go back to holding it in...
had a shw tonight. ehh. i suck. we were okay but know one was there. even the bandsthat played prior to us left. except one band.