Roller coaster
I'm still shaking. I need to go upstairs and sleep, I need sleep so badly right now. But I'm an idiot, so I'm here instead. I dunno why. There's too much to say. Way too much. Besides, I told this story once today, and once was enough for me.
But.
I've never been through so much in such a short amount of time. I went through a weeks worth of emotion yesterday. And then some. I'm OK, though. I'm more than OK. I'm just... a little distant. Too much. Overload. And the sleep factor... i feel stoned.
I have never, in my entire life, been as scared as I was last night. Ever. It seems surreal now. Utterly surreal. Everything was good, really really good. And then I was out of my mind, quite litereally, with grief. And then it was fine again. Just like that. "Everything's going to be OK." Right?
I'll fix this later. I'm not too coherent just now.
Roller coaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time
Goodnight
But.
I've never been through so much in such a short amount of time. I went through a weeks worth of emotion yesterday. And then some. I'm OK, though. I'm more than OK. I'm just... a little distant. Too much. Overload. And the sleep factor... i feel stoned.
I have never, in my entire life, been as scared as I was last night. Ever. It seems surreal now. Utterly surreal. Everything was good, really really good. And then I was out of my mind, quite litereally, with grief. And then it was fine again. Just like that. "Everything's going to be OK." Right?
I'll fix this later. I'm not too coherent just now.
Roller coaster, favorite ride
Let me kiss you one last time
Goodnight