Fuck me.
I am tired, and sore, and my throat hurts from screaming at my mother last night and screaming at everyone else today. I'm stuck at school, and I do believe I might not get to see home today until 830. Which hasn't happened in a while. I've gotten pretty used to my quiet time at home, I kind of like it. None today. None tomorrow. No food today, either. But that doesn't bother me so much anymore. And apparently tomorrow is the Humanities thing... I was completely unaware of this, I thought it wasn't until April.. so I dunno what the fuck is going on tomorrow, but I'm not hanging out with Julia, and it's a good damn thing I don't have therapy 'cause it looks like it would have gotten canceled anyway. And I'm not in the mood to read poetry in front of a bunch of people. Not today, not tomorrow. But especially not today. And I'm going to have to get up early tomorrow to straighten my hair because I'm not getting home until 830. Son. Of a bitch.
A whistle in the dark.
I'm sitting in Sav's frosh class... I remember this stuff. They're so adorable.
Oh, LORD I am SO goddamn TIRED. But I got a nap second period, which was nice. And I smiled so much today I thought my face was gonna break. You know, in between the parts where I was screaming. I slept like the dead last night. It was peaceful. There were no dreams. And I woke up smiling. Then I woke up ten minutes later still smiling. Then I woke up twenty minutes later and had a panic attack 'cause Bryan was gonna be there in 3 minutes, lol.
Mom came in and spoke to the Choosing class today about Womanspace... and apparently cursed in every other sentance. Brilliant woman, that.
You know, I can't decide what I want to read for the poetry thing. 'Cause usually I'm pretty miserable when these things come around, so most of my poems are just fine, lol. And usually one of my poems is about something I'm going through. But I'm not miserable, and I don't have a (complete) Kevin poem, lol. Perhaps a Danny poem...
To work, then, children.
A whistle in the dark.
I'm sitting in Sav's frosh class... I remember this stuff. They're so adorable.
Oh, LORD I am SO goddamn TIRED. But I got a nap second period, which was nice. And I smiled so much today I thought my face was gonna break. You know, in between the parts where I was screaming. I slept like the dead last night. It was peaceful. There were no dreams. And I woke up smiling. Then I woke up ten minutes later still smiling. Then I woke up twenty minutes later and had a panic attack 'cause Bryan was gonna be there in 3 minutes, lol.
Mom came in and spoke to the Choosing class today about Womanspace... and apparently cursed in every other sentance. Brilliant woman, that.
You know, I can't decide what I want to read for the poetry thing. 'Cause usually I'm pretty miserable when these things come around, so most of my poems are just fine, lol. And usually one of my poems is about something I'm going through. But I'm not miserable, and I don't have a (complete) Kevin poem, lol. Perhaps a Danny poem...
To work, then, children.