o3o. (weren't you supposed to be a loner or something)

[notevendiseased]

The days keep goin' forward without me wantin' 'em too, and it's irritating. Hate studying. Am digging the study parties wherein virtually no studying goes on. I'm itching to get outside and do shit, but I know the minute I get off doin' something, and I mean the minute I do it that I'm not comin' back. It's in my brain and everything, I know it.

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[notevendiseased]

SHUT UP YOU KNOW I CAN'T READ KANJI FOR SHIT. READ MY MIND ASSHOLE. Actually, just give me a word that would make a moderate amount of sense in this sentence:

Maybe he really did have a ____, but he also had a talent for finding capable people to work for him.

I can't guess it for the life in me, but thus far I'm going with "hernia".

And no, there's this chick in The Wind-Up Bird Chronicles whose name is Nutmeg, but it's not her real name. And they won't tell us her real name. And it's seriously irking me.

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[notevendiseased]

Yeah. I'm really glad I'm not doin' science this year, I don't even think I'd have a chance. But on the upside, I hear scientists are smart, so you already fit right in. Way to go.

AND THE BOOK IS NOT TALKING ABOUT YOU, BUTTMUNCH.

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[notevendiseased]

I'll read it for you. Maybe figure it out halfway. I'm going to kill him, I'm not kidding. Look, jus' do your physics, I'll go ask Sakura or something. If I die, do me a favor and blame yourself.

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[notevendiseased]

I think they're funny.

I'm not gunna. You know I'm not gunna.

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[notevendiseased]

For such a damned good student, you sure get crabby about studying.

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[notevendiseased]

Yeah?

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[notevendiseased]

...I'm not Sakura, but you'll get it. You always get it eventually. Trust me, I know.

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[notevendiseased]

Sasuke, who the fuck cares what Itachi would do. You're you. He's him. You're separate an' yuh always have been and you always will be. Always. Listen, you're gunna get this. Who cares if you should know this, stop getting stuck on that, and just get through. Forget about everything except learning it. There is nothing wrong with studying, and there is nothing wrong with not knowing shit unless you never learn it just cuz you're so overwhelmed by the fact that you don't know it yet.

This is not a contest, it's not a measurement of yer worth it's not anything that is ever gunna define you in any way, so just bite down and do it. You can and you know you can and I know you can cuz you've done this eighty-billion times before and you've got it. Covered. So just stop flipping out about what's going on with you and Itachi or what Itachi would be like or blah blah blah. Forget it. You're you an' yer not gunna pass this if you don't study.