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Title: Jealousy? (sorry i suck at titles)
pairing: Todae (top/daesung)
rating: NC-17 (just in case)
disclaimer i own no one and nothing.
Daesung lay stretched out on the couch, soaking in the sunshine that peaked through the thin blinds. He loved the warmness and comfort it brought, making all his tense muscles relax and melt into the fluffy cushions beneath him. “Mmm,” Daesung murmured as he buried his head into the side of the couch, hiding his delicate eyes from the burning rays of light. He felt as restlessness melted into calmness then into sleepiness. Everything just felt so perfect laying there undisturbed as his eyes drooped shut.
“Hyung!!” The maknae’s loud voice called from the door way. A loud slam of the door sent vibrations throughout the room.
“Erm.” Daesung hoped the small unpleasant noise would make the other one leave him alone, but he had no such luck.
“Hyung!” Seungri whined tugging slightly on Daesung’s shirt. “I have good news….hyung!” Seungri pouted until Daesung finally turned to see him.
“Yes, Ri what’s the good news?” Daesung yawned, stretching his arms over his head, the loud sound of his arms cracking with sweet release.
“They finished editing our Haru Haru music video, so now we can watch it! I hope I look okay in it.” Seungri bit his lip nervously.
Daesung’s eye twitched for a moment before he sat up and turned smiling to the youngest. “I’m sure you did,”
“I hope no one can see the dark circles under my eyes, that’s all people point out about me.” The frown on Seungri’s face made Daesung pout with him. “Anyways, want to watch it?” The younger man asked eagerly.
A bad chill went down Daesung’s spine, making his causal smile falter. “I think, I’m going to wait and be surprised with the fans when its officially released.”
“Okay… if that’s what you want. You are going to miss out!” Seungri sang as he exited the apartment, off to meet up with the others to watch the video. Daesung’s eyes lingered on the door for a while before deciding sleeping would be the best way to past the time.
He had been sleeping a lot more than normal lately, but it was fine because no one seemed to notice, too busy with photo shoots or their personal life. Daesung pushed open his bedroom door, his bed luring him into temptation.
He crawled under the heavy blankets that restricted his breathing. His eyelids felt heavy as the warmth took him, but as soon as his eyes closed, flashes of everything he didn’t want to think about was right before him. He opened his eyes and shook the thought away. Daesung lay with his eyes open just breathing for a while, before he closed them again, immediately regretting the decision.
It was almost like he was back at the making of the video, as all the memories taunted him as he tried to fall into a deep slumber. It had taken him like a week to get over actually witnessing the events but it appeared the side effects were back. Flashes of Seunghyun caressing the Park Min Young’s face or his arm draped around her while he had that evil smirk on his lips.
It’s just acting, Daesung reassured himself, Seunghyun is just a great actor. Daesung wasn’t sure why watching the older man film those scenes drove him absolutely crazy. The scene when Jiyong’s lips where mere inches from the eldest man, sent chills through Daesung’s small body. It was an angry yet passionate moment, to Daesung’s eyes it looked as about they were about to have angry make up sex.
Daesung also didn’t like how Seungri got to hold Seunghyun back, why couldn’t he have? And then again when Jiyong was walking down the hall and Seunghyun grabbed his wrist to stop him, it was like a scene from a romantic drama the guy begging for the other person to listen. Sure that’s not what the scene was about but it could look like it to the untrained eye.
After they finished filming the music video, Daesung left. And for about a week he refused to be in a room near Seunghyun or Jiyong, just because of those weird emotions he kept feeling. The ones towards Jiyong were like anger, but not quiet… maybe jealousy? But all this being brought back up would only make Daesung convert back to his old ways of hiding out in his room, waiting for Seunghyun and Jiyong to go to bed before he got food.
He didn’t want to be around them, he didn’t like being confused. Being confused kept him from being happy and he wanted to be happy. But it was always Seunghyun who seemed to make Daesung happy. Without Seunghyun the sun shined a little less bright but with him Daesung’s vision of the world was blurry.
Daesung’s frantic thoughts must have exhausted his brain, because he soon fell asleep peacefully.
*********************Two Hours Later****************************
“We come home bearing food and the little bugger isn’t even awake yet.” Jiyong frowned looking at the Styrofoam boxes in his white plastic bag.
“He takes a lot of naps lately.” Seunghyun muttered, wondering what the cause was.
“What was that?” Jiyong turned, he hadn’t heard what the eldest man said clearly.
“Oh um, nothing. I’ll go wake him up.” Seunghyun smiled slightly.
“Okay, thanks.” Jiyong smiled before turning his attention to Youngbae. “I’m hungry, what about you?”
“Mmm hungry for a little bit of you.” Youngbae wrapped his arms around Jiyong pulling him close.
“Hey! Hey cut it out!” Seungri screamed, splitting the two apart. “No making out in front of the maknae unless the maknae gets to join!”
Seunghyun chuckled slightly as he drowned out what happened next by closing Daesung’s door behind him after he entered. He reluctantly noticed Daesung under a mound of blankets, his beautiful face reflecting peace. He stepped closer to the bed, brushing Daesung’s long bangs off of his heavy eyelids. Daesung squirmed slightly from the touch but refused to wake.
“Daesung, come on buddy, you got to get up.” Seunghyun shook him gently not wanting to alarm the boy.
“Erm.” Daesung rolled over facing the wall, continuing to resist the waking up attempt.
“Fine, you asked for it.” Seunghyun commenting slipping his hands under the blankets and beginning to tickle Daesung’s sides. Seunghyun chucked at how Daesung began to wriggle under his touch, letting out cute girlish screams, through his sweet giggling.
“St-stop.” Daesung breathed finally grasping a hold of the assailant’s hands. “I’ll get you back for this!” Daesung fought his way out from under the blankets, before he finally faced Seunghyun, his face draining of color when he noticed the other man.
“I’d like to see you try.” Seunghyun smirked.
“I-I..” Daesung backed up on his bed trying to be farther away from the elder man, but ended up calling off the end.
“Geesh, Daesung are you okay?” Seunghyun held out his hand to help the younger of the two up.
“Oh, I’m fine…” Daesung quickly stood up dusting himself off. He then slowly backed up until he hit the wall, then began sliding along the side of it until he found the door. “I need to go talk to Seungri about something…” Daesung’s hand molested the door in a desperate attempt to find the door handle to escape.
Daesung felt his breathing stop as Seunghyun walked close to him, barely inches separating their bodies, Seunghyun’s hot breath washing over his face. “Wh-what are you doing?” Daesung questioned wide eyed, as he noticed Seunghyun’s arm move and slink its way around him. And there it was again those confusing feelings, threatening to make Daesung’s heart beat out of his chest.
Suddenly, Daesung heard a loud creak and the door start to open, the door handle had been behind his back and Seunghyun turned it, opening the door which was supporting the younger man.
“Ah!” Daesung let out a small cry as he began to fall backwards, but was luckily grabbed before he crashed against the floor. He was grabbed and yanked up so hard he flew into the elder man’s chest. Daesung froze as Seunghyun’s cologne intoxicatingly surrounded him such a great smell could only belong to such a man. Daesung closed his eyes letting himself take in the moment.
“Are you okay?” Seunghyun’s voice broke the silence. The younger man’s eyes snapped open staring like a deer caught in the headlights of an oncoming car with the promise of death. “You seem awful clumsy today, are you getting a cold?”
Daesung’s body went rigid as the elder man’s cold fingers caringly touched his forehead in search of a sign for a fever. A strong blush forced it’s way onto the younger man’s face, as he enjoyed the touch of the rough fingers against his own smooth skin. Daesung decided he liked the older man’s touch a little too much.
“Don’t touch me,” The words came out before Daesung had time to think, he slapped the elder man’s hand away. “I’m fine…”
“O-okay.” Seunghyun stared suspiciously at Daesung as he inched away.
“I, actually feel like going for a run! Be back later!” And with that Daesung ran out of the apartment, leaving his shoes behind.
“Hey!” Jiyong skidded to the door whipping it wide open. “hey we have food for you!” Of course Daesung was long gone by then.
“I think he hates me.” Seunghyun frowned slightly.
“Nah, he’s just weird sometimes.” Seungri tried to cover for his friend’s odd behavior.
“But he’s been avoiding me for a week or so now. Do I smell bad?” Seunghyun asked lifting his shirt to his nose.
“Well he’s been avoiding me too. And whenever he thinks no one notices he sends me like evil glares.” Jiyong pouted as he leaned back against Youngbae.
“Did you guys do anything to make him mad?” Youngbae questioned.
“Not that I can think of.” Seunghyun shrugged.
“Oh, well it’ll pass I’m sure, let’s eat!” Seungri offered, pushing his way between the happy couple to get to the food.
*********************A Few Hours Later**************************
Daesung finally entered the building with torn socks, delighted to see only Seungri was in the living room, watching some pointless show about sharks. The maknae leaned closer to the screen as he watched a shark swim closer and closer to the human prey. “Wow.” He remarked fascinated. A small creak went through the boards where Daesung stepped earning the attention of the younger man.
“Hyung,” Seungri smiled, “I’m going grocery shopping, you want to go?”
“Yeah, sure.” Daesung sighed, glad he wouldn’t have to pointlessly wander outside any more. Seungri stood up shutting the television off.
“We are going to have so much fun!” Seungri spoke sarcastically before wrapping his arms around the older man.
“We could take out displays.” Daesung offered with a smile so bright it brought one to Seungri.
“Seungri are you ready-” Seunghyun exited the bathroom, noticing Daesung had returned, smiling for once.
“Yes, and Daesung is coming with us! So lets go!” Seungri put his hand in the air, as if they were about to go on a quest to the moon.
“I..I just remembered something.” Daesung spoke up. Seunghyun frowned at how fast the smile was torn from the usually bubbly members lips. “I uh told Teddy I’d go…shoe shopping with him…yeah. So I..uh.. Have to go.” Daesung slipped on his shoes before disappearing yet again.
“Maybe he is avoiding you…” Seungri mumbled.
***********************************A Few Hours Later****************************************
“Hello?” Daesung whispered into the dark room. He smiled happily to himself when no one replied, everyone was fast a sleep. Daesung walked a few feet before collapsing onto the couch. He was sick of making up lies and wandering aimlessly outside to waste time until he could come home.
He smiled as he breathed in the fresh scent of melon Febreze . He didn’t even bother to slip his shoes off before closing his eyes. “Daesung.” The small whisper jumped half asleep man making him sit up smashing his head into someone else’s.
‘Ow!” Daesung cried holding his head.
“Ouch, damn it. Daesung.” The other cursed flicking on a lamp for which quickly illuminated the dark room.
“Seunghyun… I’m sorry.” Daesung looked down embarrassed.
“It’s not your fault,” Seunghyun rubbed his head as he leaned against the couch. I know it‘s not my fault, it‘s your fault for having such a sexy voice, Daesung quickly shook his head getting rid of the though. “I just rented that comedy movie you said you wanted to see, want to watch it together?” Seunghyun continued.
“I can’t!” Daesung covered his mouth for he blurted it rather loudly.
“You can’t how come? It has your favorite actors in it.” the elder man spoke trying to persuade Daesung to watch it.
“umm, well you see…. Gummy is sick and I promised her I would bring her…soup, yes soup!” Daesung quickly stood, “So sorry, bye.” He bowed before exiting the front door. Rushing down the many stairs of the apartment building. He had to keep moving. His heart was still pumping wildly from the short interaction with the eldest member.
The crisp night air greeted his overly warm face pleasantly. The cool breeze began to bring him back to a normal temperature as he paused for a minute wondering where to go. He breathed in the cold air letting it fill his lungs before he decided to actually go visit Gummy. A hand on his wrist prevented him from even taking a step.
Daesung turned to see it was Seunghyun who stopped him. He tried to jerk his hand out of the older man’s grasp but he failed. “Let g-” Daesung was cut off by the older man’s words.
“What’s wrong?”
“N-nothing.” Daesung replied wishing he could disappear.
“No don’t use that bullshit on me. I know you are lying an you have been all day. Gummy isn’t sick and Teddy isn’t even in town.” Seunghyun growled, he tried to control his anger but it was beginning to boil over, he was getting sick of being ignored. “So why the hell are you avoiding me?”
Daesung sucked in his own breath as the elder man’s face was just inches away scolding him, many stragglers on the streets were watching them. “I’m not avoiding you.” Daesung whispered.
Seunghyun just glared angrily down at him, “For the past week and a half you and I haven’t been in the same room for more than three minutes.”
“I was busy,”
“We are all busy. But we make time for each other.”
“People are watching..” Daesung shifted his feet uncomfortably.
“Fine!” Seunghyun pulled Daesung down into the alley next to the apartment building. It was hard to even make out the outline of the other person.
“So are you going to tell me? Or go running off again?” Seunghyun snarled.
“I….” Daesung bit his lip wondering if he should spill it all.
“You what?” The elder asked a little impatiently.
“I am jealous.” Daesung replied simply.
“Jealous?” Seunghyun asked skeptically.
“Of that girl who was in our video and of Jiyong.”
“Why?”
“They got to act so close to you, and be so close to you. And you looked like you cared for that girl.” Daesung frowned.
“That’s what you are upset about?” Seunghyun exclaimed in disbelief. Daesung didn’t reply but just kept his eyes on the ground, or what he could see of the ground. “Aish,” Seunghyun shook his head before pushing Daesung against the grimy brick wall behind him.
“Don’t worry me like that. I thought this was some big deal.” Seunghyun tilted Daesung’s face up before roughly capturing his lips. All of those confusing feelings Daesung felt were now rushing into his lips, into the kiss he more than happily replied back to. He parted his lips eagerly, letting Seunghyun’s tongue wander inside. Daesung let out a soft moan as the elder man hastily tasted his mouth. Daesung’s bodily tingled with delight as Seunghyun’s hands wandered under his thin shirt caressing the muscles he found there. Seunghyun was the one to pull away from the kiss.
“And that wasn’t acting.” Seunghyun breathed into the younger man’s ear, causing him to shiver in pleasure. “You’ve been sad for so long, let me make you feel good.” Seunghyun whispered, biting Daesung’s earlobe playfully, making the younger man’s breath hitch.
Daesung looked nervously up at the older man who smirked at him before delivering another kiss. Daesung wrapped his arms around Seunghyun’s body clinging tightly to his shirt, to deepen the kiss.
“Seunghyun,” Daesung breathed as he felt the older man’s nimble fingers fast at work undoing his jeans.
“Shh, don’t worry.” Seunghyun reassured before slipping his hand inside his lover’s pants.
“Oh.” Daesung gasped at the contact, his cheeks flushing at the noise he made. Daesung closed his eyes as the petting began. His thin lips parted a loud moan slipping out of his lips, making his eyes flutter slightly. “S-Seunghyun.“ Daesung panted only making the Seunghyun stroke him faster. His grip on the older man’s shirt tightened, as he came closer and closer to his peak.
“Oh!” Daesung moaned as his knees went weak as he spilled out into his own pants. “S-sorry.” Daesung whispered as he melted into the older man’s arms.
“That’s okay, love.” Seunghyun kissed the younger man’s lips softly. “Don’t be jealous of anyone anymore, okay?”
“Okay,” Daesung whispered still in a dreamy haze, a bright smile on his lips.
“That’s the Daesung I love. Anytime your sad, I promise to make you happy. Now lets go up to bed.” Seunghyun picked Daesung up lovingly in his arms, kissing him one last time on the forehead.
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A/N: My big bang writings are total failures. :( i'm sorry. and sorry for the bad grammar i tried to go back and fix things. And sorry for the poorly written naughty scene....
pairing: Todae (top/daesung)
rating: NC-17 (just in case)
disclaimer i own no one and nothing.
Daesung lay stretched out on the couch, soaking in the sunshine that peaked through the thin blinds. He loved the warmness and comfort it brought, making all his tense muscles relax and melt into the fluffy cushions beneath him. “Mmm,” Daesung murmured as he buried his head into the side of the couch, hiding his delicate eyes from the burning rays of light. He felt as restlessness melted into calmness then into sleepiness. Everything just felt so perfect laying there undisturbed as his eyes drooped shut.
“Hyung!!” The maknae’s loud voice called from the door way. A loud slam of the door sent vibrations throughout the room.
“Erm.” Daesung hoped the small unpleasant noise would make the other one leave him alone, but he had no such luck.
“Hyung!” Seungri whined tugging slightly on Daesung’s shirt. “I have good news….hyung!” Seungri pouted until Daesung finally turned to see him.
“Yes, Ri what’s the good news?” Daesung yawned, stretching his arms over his head, the loud sound of his arms cracking with sweet release.
“They finished editing our Haru Haru music video, so now we can watch it! I hope I look okay in it.” Seungri bit his lip nervously.
Daesung’s eye twitched for a moment before he sat up and turned smiling to the youngest. “I’m sure you did,”
“I hope no one can see the dark circles under my eyes, that’s all people point out about me.” The frown on Seungri’s face made Daesung pout with him. “Anyways, want to watch it?” The younger man asked eagerly.
A bad chill went down Daesung’s spine, making his causal smile falter. “I think, I’m going to wait and be surprised with the fans when its officially released.”
“Okay… if that’s what you want. You are going to miss out!” Seungri sang as he exited the apartment, off to meet up with the others to watch the video. Daesung’s eyes lingered on the door for a while before deciding sleeping would be the best way to past the time.
He had been sleeping a lot more than normal lately, but it was fine because no one seemed to notice, too busy with photo shoots or their personal life. Daesung pushed open his bedroom door, his bed luring him into temptation.
He crawled under the heavy blankets that restricted his breathing. His eyelids felt heavy as the warmth took him, but as soon as his eyes closed, flashes of everything he didn’t want to think about was right before him. He opened his eyes and shook the thought away. Daesung lay with his eyes open just breathing for a while, before he closed them again, immediately regretting the decision.
It was almost like he was back at the making of the video, as all the memories taunted him as he tried to fall into a deep slumber. It had taken him like a week to get over actually witnessing the events but it appeared the side effects were back. Flashes of Seunghyun caressing the Park Min Young’s face or his arm draped around her while he had that evil smirk on his lips.
It’s just acting, Daesung reassured himself, Seunghyun is just a great actor. Daesung wasn’t sure why watching the older man film those scenes drove him absolutely crazy. The scene when Jiyong’s lips where mere inches from the eldest man, sent chills through Daesung’s small body. It was an angry yet passionate moment, to Daesung’s eyes it looked as about they were about to have angry make up sex.
Daesung also didn’t like how Seungri got to hold Seunghyun back, why couldn’t he have? And then again when Jiyong was walking down the hall and Seunghyun grabbed his wrist to stop him, it was like a scene from a romantic drama the guy begging for the other person to listen. Sure that’s not what the scene was about but it could look like it to the untrained eye.
After they finished filming the music video, Daesung left. And for about a week he refused to be in a room near Seunghyun or Jiyong, just because of those weird emotions he kept feeling. The ones towards Jiyong were like anger, but not quiet… maybe jealousy? But all this being brought back up would only make Daesung convert back to his old ways of hiding out in his room, waiting for Seunghyun and Jiyong to go to bed before he got food.
He didn’t want to be around them, he didn’t like being confused. Being confused kept him from being happy and he wanted to be happy. But it was always Seunghyun who seemed to make Daesung happy. Without Seunghyun the sun shined a little less bright but with him Daesung’s vision of the world was blurry.
Daesung’s frantic thoughts must have exhausted his brain, because he soon fell asleep peacefully.
*********************Two Hours Later****************************
“We come home bearing food and the little bugger isn’t even awake yet.” Jiyong frowned looking at the Styrofoam boxes in his white plastic bag.
“He takes a lot of naps lately.” Seunghyun muttered, wondering what the cause was.
“What was that?” Jiyong turned, he hadn’t heard what the eldest man said clearly.
“Oh um, nothing. I’ll go wake him up.” Seunghyun smiled slightly.
“Okay, thanks.” Jiyong smiled before turning his attention to Youngbae. “I’m hungry, what about you?”
“Mmm hungry for a little bit of you.” Youngbae wrapped his arms around Jiyong pulling him close.
“Hey! Hey cut it out!” Seungri screamed, splitting the two apart. “No making out in front of the maknae unless the maknae gets to join!”
Seunghyun chuckled slightly as he drowned out what happened next by closing Daesung’s door behind him after he entered. He reluctantly noticed Daesung under a mound of blankets, his beautiful face reflecting peace. He stepped closer to the bed, brushing Daesung’s long bangs off of his heavy eyelids. Daesung squirmed slightly from the touch but refused to wake.
“Daesung, come on buddy, you got to get up.” Seunghyun shook him gently not wanting to alarm the boy.
“Erm.” Daesung rolled over facing the wall, continuing to resist the waking up attempt.
“Fine, you asked for it.” Seunghyun commenting slipping his hands under the blankets and beginning to tickle Daesung’s sides. Seunghyun chucked at how Daesung began to wriggle under his touch, letting out cute girlish screams, through his sweet giggling.
“St-stop.” Daesung breathed finally grasping a hold of the assailant’s hands. “I’ll get you back for this!” Daesung fought his way out from under the blankets, before he finally faced Seunghyun, his face draining of color when he noticed the other man.
“I’d like to see you try.” Seunghyun smirked.
“I-I..” Daesung backed up on his bed trying to be farther away from the elder man, but ended up calling off the end.
“Geesh, Daesung are you okay?” Seunghyun held out his hand to help the younger of the two up.
“Oh, I’m fine…” Daesung quickly stood up dusting himself off. He then slowly backed up until he hit the wall, then began sliding along the side of it until he found the door. “I need to go talk to Seungri about something…” Daesung’s hand molested the door in a desperate attempt to find the door handle to escape.
Daesung felt his breathing stop as Seunghyun walked close to him, barely inches separating their bodies, Seunghyun’s hot breath washing over his face. “Wh-what are you doing?” Daesung questioned wide eyed, as he noticed Seunghyun’s arm move and slink its way around him. And there it was again those confusing feelings, threatening to make Daesung’s heart beat out of his chest.
Suddenly, Daesung heard a loud creak and the door start to open, the door handle had been behind his back and Seunghyun turned it, opening the door which was supporting the younger man.
“Ah!” Daesung let out a small cry as he began to fall backwards, but was luckily grabbed before he crashed against the floor. He was grabbed and yanked up so hard he flew into the elder man’s chest. Daesung froze as Seunghyun’s cologne intoxicatingly surrounded him such a great smell could only belong to such a man. Daesung closed his eyes letting himself take in the moment.
“Are you okay?” Seunghyun’s voice broke the silence. The younger man’s eyes snapped open staring like a deer caught in the headlights of an oncoming car with the promise of death. “You seem awful clumsy today, are you getting a cold?”
Daesung’s body went rigid as the elder man’s cold fingers caringly touched his forehead in search of a sign for a fever. A strong blush forced it’s way onto the younger man’s face, as he enjoyed the touch of the rough fingers against his own smooth skin. Daesung decided he liked the older man’s touch a little too much.
“Don’t touch me,” The words came out before Daesung had time to think, he slapped the elder man’s hand away. “I’m fine…”
“O-okay.” Seunghyun stared suspiciously at Daesung as he inched away.
“I, actually feel like going for a run! Be back later!” And with that Daesung ran out of the apartment, leaving his shoes behind.
“Hey!” Jiyong skidded to the door whipping it wide open. “hey we have food for you!” Of course Daesung was long gone by then.
“I think he hates me.” Seunghyun frowned slightly.
“Nah, he’s just weird sometimes.” Seungri tried to cover for his friend’s odd behavior.
“But he’s been avoiding me for a week or so now. Do I smell bad?” Seunghyun asked lifting his shirt to his nose.
“Well he’s been avoiding me too. And whenever he thinks no one notices he sends me like evil glares.” Jiyong pouted as he leaned back against Youngbae.
“Did you guys do anything to make him mad?” Youngbae questioned.
“Not that I can think of.” Seunghyun shrugged.
“Oh, well it’ll pass I’m sure, let’s eat!” Seungri offered, pushing his way between the happy couple to get to the food.
*********************A Few Hours Later**************************
Daesung finally entered the building with torn socks, delighted to see only Seungri was in the living room, watching some pointless show about sharks. The maknae leaned closer to the screen as he watched a shark swim closer and closer to the human prey. “Wow.” He remarked fascinated. A small creak went through the boards where Daesung stepped earning the attention of the younger man.
“Hyung,” Seungri smiled, “I’m going grocery shopping, you want to go?”
“Yeah, sure.” Daesung sighed, glad he wouldn’t have to pointlessly wander outside any more. Seungri stood up shutting the television off.
“We are going to have so much fun!” Seungri spoke sarcastically before wrapping his arms around the older man.
“We could take out displays.” Daesung offered with a smile so bright it brought one to Seungri.
“Seungri are you ready-” Seunghyun exited the bathroom, noticing Daesung had returned, smiling for once.
“Yes, and Daesung is coming with us! So lets go!” Seungri put his hand in the air, as if they were about to go on a quest to the moon.
“I..I just remembered something.” Daesung spoke up. Seunghyun frowned at how fast the smile was torn from the usually bubbly members lips. “I uh told Teddy I’d go…shoe shopping with him…yeah. So I..uh.. Have to go.” Daesung slipped on his shoes before disappearing yet again.
“Maybe he is avoiding you…” Seungri mumbled.
***********************************A Few Hours Later****************************************
“Hello?” Daesung whispered into the dark room. He smiled happily to himself when no one replied, everyone was fast a sleep. Daesung walked a few feet before collapsing onto the couch. He was sick of making up lies and wandering aimlessly outside to waste time until he could come home.
He smiled as he breathed in the fresh scent of melon Febreze . He didn’t even bother to slip his shoes off before closing his eyes. “Daesung.” The small whisper jumped half asleep man making him sit up smashing his head into someone else’s.
‘Ow!” Daesung cried holding his head.
“Ouch, damn it. Daesung.” The other cursed flicking on a lamp for which quickly illuminated the dark room.
“Seunghyun… I’m sorry.” Daesung looked down embarrassed.
“It’s not your fault,” Seunghyun rubbed his head as he leaned against the couch. I know it‘s not my fault, it‘s your fault for having such a sexy voice, Daesung quickly shook his head getting rid of the though. “I just rented that comedy movie you said you wanted to see, want to watch it together?” Seunghyun continued.
“I can’t!” Daesung covered his mouth for he blurted it rather loudly.
“You can’t how come? It has your favorite actors in it.” the elder man spoke trying to persuade Daesung to watch it.
“umm, well you see…. Gummy is sick and I promised her I would bring her…soup, yes soup!” Daesung quickly stood, “So sorry, bye.” He bowed before exiting the front door. Rushing down the many stairs of the apartment building. He had to keep moving. His heart was still pumping wildly from the short interaction with the eldest member.
The crisp night air greeted his overly warm face pleasantly. The cool breeze began to bring him back to a normal temperature as he paused for a minute wondering where to go. He breathed in the cold air letting it fill his lungs before he decided to actually go visit Gummy. A hand on his wrist prevented him from even taking a step.
Daesung turned to see it was Seunghyun who stopped him. He tried to jerk his hand out of the older man’s grasp but he failed. “Let g-” Daesung was cut off by the older man’s words.
“What’s wrong?”
“N-nothing.” Daesung replied wishing he could disappear.
“No don’t use that bullshit on me. I know you are lying an you have been all day. Gummy isn’t sick and Teddy isn’t even in town.” Seunghyun growled, he tried to control his anger but it was beginning to boil over, he was getting sick of being ignored. “So why the hell are you avoiding me?”
Daesung sucked in his own breath as the elder man’s face was just inches away scolding him, many stragglers on the streets were watching them. “I’m not avoiding you.” Daesung whispered.
Seunghyun just glared angrily down at him, “For the past week and a half you and I haven’t been in the same room for more than three minutes.”
“I was busy,”
“We are all busy. But we make time for each other.”
“People are watching..” Daesung shifted his feet uncomfortably.
“Fine!” Seunghyun pulled Daesung down into the alley next to the apartment building. It was hard to even make out the outline of the other person.
“So are you going to tell me? Or go running off again?” Seunghyun snarled.
“I….” Daesung bit his lip wondering if he should spill it all.
“You what?” The elder asked a little impatiently.
“I am jealous.” Daesung replied simply.
“Jealous?” Seunghyun asked skeptically.
“Of that girl who was in our video and of Jiyong.”
“Why?”
“They got to act so close to you, and be so close to you. And you looked like you cared for that girl.” Daesung frowned.
“That’s what you are upset about?” Seunghyun exclaimed in disbelief. Daesung didn’t reply but just kept his eyes on the ground, or what he could see of the ground. “Aish,” Seunghyun shook his head before pushing Daesung against the grimy brick wall behind him.
“Don’t worry me like that. I thought this was some big deal.” Seunghyun tilted Daesung’s face up before roughly capturing his lips. All of those confusing feelings Daesung felt were now rushing into his lips, into the kiss he more than happily replied back to. He parted his lips eagerly, letting Seunghyun’s tongue wander inside. Daesung let out a soft moan as the elder man hastily tasted his mouth. Daesung’s bodily tingled with delight as Seunghyun’s hands wandered under his thin shirt caressing the muscles he found there. Seunghyun was the one to pull away from the kiss.
“And that wasn’t acting.” Seunghyun breathed into the younger man’s ear, causing him to shiver in pleasure. “You’ve been sad for so long, let me make you feel good.” Seunghyun whispered, biting Daesung’s earlobe playfully, making the younger man’s breath hitch.
Daesung looked nervously up at the older man who smirked at him before delivering another kiss. Daesung wrapped his arms around Seunghyun’s body clinging tightly to his shirt, to deepen the kiss.
“Seunghyun,” Daesung breathed as he felt the older man’s nimble fingers fast at work undoing his jeans.
“Shh, don’t worry.” Seunghyun reassured before slipping his hand inside his lover’s pants.
“Oh.” Daesung gasped at the contact, his cheeks flushing at the noise he made. Daesung closed his eyes as the petting began. His thin lips parted a loud moan slipping out of his lips, making his eyes flutter slightly. “S-Seunghyun.“ Daesung panted only making the Seunghyun stroke him faster. His grip on the older man’s shirt tightened, as he came closer and closer to his peak.
“Oh!” Daesung moaned as his knees went weak as he spilled out into his own pants. “S-sorry.” Daesung whispered as he melted into the older man’s arms.
“That’s okay, love.” Seunghyun kissed the younger man’s lips softly. “Don’t be jealous of anyone anymore, okay?”
“Okay,” Daesung whispered still in a dreamy haze, a bright smile on his lips.
“That’s the Daesung I love. Anytime your sad, I promise to make you happy. Now lets go up to bed.” Seunghyun picked Daesung up lovingly in his arms, kissing him one last time on the forehead.
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A/N: My big bang writings are total failures. :( i'm sorry. and sorry for the bad grammar i tried to go back and fix things. And sorry for the poorly written naughty scene....