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So like..Im so incredibly unhappy, lonely, and disappointed.
But it's almost like..I've come to terms with that. That its ok that Im unhappy.
There's really nothing I can do to change it at the moment, so why dwell ya know? Just do the best with what I've got..
But the whole disappointed part..yea. That sucks.
I'll just say this.
You're right. You're not who I thought you are. You like to do and say things when it's good for you and then just..ignore me until its a good time for you to talk to me again. Like I've said a million times, I know that you have a life. But still..I just think the way you handle things kinda sucks ass. And I know it's my own fault for having "high hopes" or whatever, but considering you were sitting there half the time kinda saying the same things I was..it was hard not to. And also considering Im like..completely in love with you. And I have no idea why..no idea. Because I dont even know you anymore. And I know that since we're kinda falling apart now, it'll never be the same again. And eventually..we'll just stop talking. And you'll never stop to think of me again. And after all we've been through...that's whats disappointing. Ive had you on this pedestal ever since..well..ever since I put you there. I guess its time to take it down.
But it's almost like..I've come to terms with that. That its ok that Im unhappy.
There's really nothing I can do to change it at the moment, so why dwell ya know? Just do the best with what I've got..
But the whole disappointed part..yea. That sucks.
I'll just say this.
You're right. You're not who I thought you are. You like to do and say things when it's good for you and then just..ignore me until its a good time for you to talk to me again. Like I've said a million times, I know that you have a life. But still..I just think the way you handle things kinda sucks ass. And I know it's my own fault for having "high hopes" or whatever, but considering you were sitting there half the time kinda saying the same things I was..it was hard not to. And also considering Im like..completely in love with you. And I have no idea why..no idea. Because I dont even know you anymore. And I know that since we're kinda falling apart now, it'll never be the same again. And eventually..we'll just stop talking. And you'll never stop to think of me again. And after all we've been through...that's whats disappointing. Ive had you on this pedestal ever since..well..ever since I put you there. I guess its time to take it down.