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Welp... I have not updated in a very long time... so.. what better place than here.. what better time than now (hehe... listening to Rage Against the Machine a lot... anywho... thought I'd share these pictures fo a really kickass band I met on November 18th at the Bomb Shelter (Anchors for Reality)... it was a kickass show.. they played along with ( Read more... )
I love you. As much as I sometimes wish I didn't, I always will. I wish so badly that I could tell you everything to your face, but for whatever reason, every time I talk to you I lose my words...Everything that I plan ahead of time is gone. My heart beats so hard sometimes I think it is going to break right through my chest cavity. I'm glad that hasn't happened, because I fathom it would hurt quite a bit.
I've never wanted anyone like I've wanted you. We're opposites and it makes things hard, but that's why we're perfect for eachother. You complete me. You're everything I'm not. You make things okay. And I love it. But we both have a problem with holding emotions within us. We can't communicate. As much as we tell eachother and as much as we say we won't hold anything else to ourselves, there's always more. But maybe that's what we need.
If we share everything, then we don't have seperate lives. And we need our own social lives or it just all becomes too much. That's another problem we had. Even before all the shit with my family happened, we spent all of our access time together. As strange as it is, you can have too much of a good thing. It's like chocolate. Chocolate is completely delicious and it makes you feel awesome, but if you eat too much of it, you throw up. Not that you make me throw up, but you know what I'm talking about. Even though it doesn't seem like it will happen at the current time, if we ever try this again we need to not tell eachother everything so that we can have our own lives. It's good for people in a relationship to have good communication, but not everything is for talking about. Some things should be kept to one's self.
Wow, this is totally a waste of time.
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