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The End
As I sit here with a knife to my wrist,
I wonder if you’re still miffed.
All the good times and the bad,
I wonder if you’ll be sad.
I hear a voice saying, “Come as you are,
without a flaw, scratch, or scar.”
My time has come, ready or not;
I’m about to leave this spot.
As my blood begins to drop,
I wonder if it’s time to stop.
I’m dying now, there’s nothing left.
My life consisted of lies and theft.
I see my life flash before me.
All this stuff has shaken and torn me.
I watch in terror as my life shatters,
but in the end it doesn’t even matter.
These Walls Will Close Around Me
The walls are swiftly closing in all around me
I breathe a shuttering breath
Wishing that it was my last
But with all my luck lately, I know that couldn't be possible
My arms are being pulled in so many different directions
The only place I want to go is away from anything I have ever known
But I could never be that lucky
To leave this life I've lived and dreaded since I could remember
The life people look at and think,
Oh, how wonderful, because they can't see the truth
So, these walls will close around me
I will breathe and wish it to be my last
Since I can remember, and until I no longer can
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