There's something very strange about today. You can't really put your finger on it. You just ... feel strange. Feel something different. Something perhaps out of the ordinary. But just as you latch on to what's so different the feeling goes away completely. You forget what you were thinking about. And then you move on to whatever it was you were doing before. A few times over the day you try to retrace your steps. Try to hold on to what feels so out of place. For a moment you think back to breakfast. Something you grabbed. Something that was forced on you. Something you just ate today that suddenly seems so significant. You had plucked one morsel that seems so vividly colored now in your mind- different from the rest. ....and then the thought dies off completely yet again as Atem crosses your path. Something about him catches your attention instead. And that color bursts behind your eyes as you close them for a moment. It makes you feel differently towards Atem today. But what color was it?
White: Something about his stare is so alluring. Mysterious, even. You just want to talk to him. To sit with him. Ask him questions about everything and anything. You don't want to leave his side. You just can't fight this overwhelming feeling to simply talk to him. You need to get to know him better. Now. Before it's too late.
Blue: Something about him seems so genuinely sad today. It breaks your heart. One look from him and you can tell he's struggling with something. You suddenly want to scoop him up in your arms, listen to his woes, keep him safe from all the wrongs in the world. Protect him. You just need to make sure he's alright.
Red: Every move from his hips, the way he walks, the way he's simply looking at you. It calls to you. You want him. Bad. You need him. The urge is uncontrollable. You just have to have him. You can't take no for an answer.
Pink: He's just so adorable! Everything he's doing today just gives off such a cute flare. You want to hug him, squeeze him, pick him up, pinch his cheeks even! He's just so sweet and cute, strange you've never noticed it before now. But every time he blinks those eyes of his in question you feel your heart melt a little. Adorable little Atem.