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Christmas time at the orphanage is really hectic this year. They just recieved two more children the other night and I went this morning to go greet them. They're really sweet, a boy and a girl, twins, though are a little on the shy side (Then again, I'd be shy too if I came into a strange, foreign place).
[ He's such an amazing person that I don't know what to do, really. He puts so much trust in me, and I in him, and its weird... a little scary as well. I trust this is normal but I doubt myself constantly and fear I'd do something to hurt him in the process.
I invited him to go with me to the orphanage to help, and I want to introduce him to the caretakers and the children and Zack, but I fear he'll jump all over him and follow him around the entire day, I know they'll love him.
I do miss him, even right now while I sit inside the orphanage and wait for the children to wake up so we can feed them. I'll get to see him soon though, I know I will.
...but. Sephiroth.
I'll think about that later. ]
Guess I should go back and help now then head to work again. I hope everyone is having a good Christmas so far.
[ He's such an amazing person that I don't know what to do, really. He puts so much trust in me, and I in him, and its weird... a little scary as well. I trust this is normal but I doubt myself constantly and fear I'd do something to hurt him in the process.
I invited him to go with me to the orphanage to help, and I want to introduce him to the caretakers and the children and Zack, but I fear he'll jump all over him and follow him around the entire day, I know they'll love him.
I do miss him, even right now while I sit inside the orphanage and wait for the children to wake up so we can feed them. I'll get to see him soon though, I know I will.
...but. Sephiroth.
I'll think about that later. ]
Guess I should go back and help now then head to work again. I hope everyone is having a good Christmas so far.