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notcosplayer October 20 2006, 08:33:27 UTC

Yuki.

I think I might be drunk.

ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 08:34:35 UTC

I think you are to. The moodtheme setting gave it away.

notcosplayer October 20 2006, 08:35:50 UTC

Moodthemes can lie.. sometimes.

Damnit. Yes. It's an ugly moodtheme.

karma is out to get me, Yukimura-kun. How are you?

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ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 08:40:01 UTC

This is true. I've used 'horny' when I wasn't. Or I'm just bsing. ;)

Upload a new one.

Oh really? Interesting. I'm doing... Very well actually. I take it you aren't? The last we spoke, you were 'nnghing' dear Momo-chan...

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notcosplayer October 20 2006, 08:44:08 UTC

Nnghing.. Yuki :)

Well, that won't be happening anymore.

I'm not drunk enough. I can still type. Damn - starting to wear off.

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ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 08:47:39 UTC

I like the word.

NNGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

Oh? Hmm. Thats sad. I thought you and Momo were sweet together.

Drink more.

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notcosplayer October 20 2006, 08:48:33 UTC

It's a good word.

A very bloody good word.

It is. I don't even know what I did this time.. he just..

I am. will. yuki thank you

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ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 08:51:06 UTC

It sounds even better but we have already had this conversation and a lot has happened since then.

Have you talked to him properly?

No problem. ♥

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Screened to Yuki notcosplayer October 20 2006, 08:53:42 UTC

I've tried Fuck I've begged and he just.. misses what I'm saying, ignores it and yells at me about .. everything. I fight so hard for this - am fighitng so hard for this to work -

and he just steps to the side and tells Hiyoshi that he can have me? I don't understand him, I don't understand anything!

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Re: Screened to Yuki ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 08:58:53 UTC

Did you talk to him, honestly and truthfully, about everything concerning Hiyoshi? If you haven't already done so, you should consider avoiding Hiyoshi, especially if it upsets Momo. Given circumstances, its natural for him to feel threatened.

Oh. :">

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Re: Screened to Yuki notcosplayer October 20 2006, 09:06:58 UTC

I can't even bring anything up. He told me he hates me. He told me he hates me - what can I argue that with?

I don't even know what I'm so distressed about, I can't make him stay with me and what I did was unforgivable.. and this drink is not working because it still hurts just as fucking much.

I.. want.. it hurts. Fuck.

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Re: Screened to Yuki ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 09:13:42 UTC

I doubt he actually hates you. Its more that he was more hurt then you thought. He's lashing out and wants you to hurt just as much- and he is good at doing that.

It wasn't unforgivable. It was a mistake. You kissed another person, trying to give comfort and... it mean't nothing?

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Re: Screened to Yuki notcosplayer October 20 2006, 09:16:23 UTC

I know - I know that logically but... Yes he is good at it. Too good - does he even know what his words do to people?

Whatever it meant it was a mistake.

And it wasn't even as though I kept ait a secret I went ..two seconds afer it hapened and TOLD Him exaclty what I did.

EXACTLY i keep no secrets - I just want to love him and he won't fucking let me.

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Re: Screened to Yuki ex_yukimura469 October 20 2006, 09:20:14 UTC

Momo is very good at it. I'm not sure if he knows the affect it has or not. He probably does.

He isn't a adult, Gaku. He's not going to act like one all the time. He's a boy.

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Re: Screened to Yuki notcosplayer October 20 2006, 09:22:56 UTC

I know.

I know. I dont - Maybe I should let him go. Maybe I am to old for him - mayve I should.. lte him find someone else who won't hurt hima or take advantage or..

he should know what his words do .. fuck i love him but i can't let him get away with making me cry damnit

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