Jun 03, 2008 12:40
deciding to be home this summer was a great decision for me. i will have to deal with no drama (Knock on wood). i have better hours and make more money than if i was out at camp. i'll get to see a bunch of people this summer and i'll be able to go up to blacksburg whenever i want. this is a good thing.
plus, the youth internship will hopefully get me back on track with things. i know that i'm not leading the best life right now, and i really would like to change that. i just want my faith to be more of a priority at school than it has been the past three years. because of that, i've felt like something was missing. i put too much of myself into things that go away, leaving me sad and depressed a lot of times. i need to just put myself in God's hands, and other things will come to me. that's a focus for me this summer.
i'm really excited about this week. lots of fun stuff going on, and then a bunch of people come to visit for the weekend. yay! i'm pumped.