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i swear to jesus i feel like an f'ing 12 year old. i am grounded. i havent been grounded since i was like 13 years old. and im being grounded 3 months short of my 18th birthday. and that, ladies and gentlemen, is a HOT MESS on a cold sunday. i mean this whole thing is getting really ridiculous. you know im mad at myself for getting arrested but im even more mad at my mom for how she is handling it. i said " mom i havent been grounded in 5 years" shes like well maybe thats the problem. im like ummmmmmmmmmmm. and it sucks trying to have friends over b/c shes always here, always all up in our grill. gah dawg shes a bitch. then when i do have someone over shes making me run around doing all kinda shit around the house when i have company, come on now! she was gonna let me go to someones house from church after church tonight and watch the sugar bowl with some friends from church, but she wont let me go anywhere with my other friends. GOD! you know these past few days we've been at each others throats like its nobodys bidness. she keeps getting pissed at me and shit. im like well if you would let me go places i wouldnt be all up in ya grill 24/7 and we wouldnt be on the verge of killing each other. ive been cooped up in this house with her since i got back friday afternoon and it just aint workin no mo'. anyways thats how things are on the homefront.
lets see..friday i got home and went to the mall with my brother, sister in law and 2 neices and then they dropped me off and went back to jackson. i dont think i had anyone over that night. saturday i did shit around the house till i had to go to work, after work, lindsey came up after she dropped me off and shortly after trini and karen got there and we played monopoly for a lil while and just acted a fool. and it was kind of akward (spell check) to have karen and lindsey in the same room with me and trini. but it was ok i guess they refrained from strangling each other, almost. anyways. lindsey left first then a lil while after that karen and trini left and i went to bed around 3. slept right through my alarm for church and woke up around noon, did some more shit around the house, went to church at 6, came home, chilled with karen and now im typing on this stupid ass journal.
i have to get up and go to practice at 9am bright and f'ing early. thats gonna suck, but ive learned just to look at it like ok lets go and get it over with, and once i did that practice didnt seem so bad. but it may be tomorrow b/c we lost friday to oak grove, the game that i missed, and we play moss point on tuesday, who isnt that bad of a team and we beat them 65-64 last time so it will be a good game. Hannah (who is on the team) said that after the game in the locker room on friday coach was like "everyone better be on time for practice monday morning, if your not you'll be cut from the team" so i can tell its gonna be a rough practice. oh well ill just come home and sleep. well ive typed a hella lot in here so i need to stop, now im just babbling b/c im tired. holler
lets see..friday i got home and went to the mall with my brother, sister in law and 2 neices and then they dropped me off and went back to jackson. i dont think i had anyone over that night. saturday i did shit around the house till i had to go to work, after work, lindsey came up after she dropped me off and shortly after trini and karen got there and we played monopoly for a lil while and just acted a fool. and it was kind of akward (spell check) to have karen and lindsey in the same room with me and trini. but it was ok i guess they refrained from strangling each other, almost. anyways. lindsey left first then a lil while after that karen and trini left and i went to bed around 3. slept right through my alarm for church and woke up around noon, did some more shit around the house, went to church at 6, came home, chilled with karen and now im typing on this stupid ass journal.
i have to get up and go to practice at 9am bright and f'ing early. thats gonna suck, but ive learned just to look at it like ok lets go and get it over with, and once i did that practice didnt seem so bad. but it may be tomorrow b/c we lost friday to oak grove, the game that i missed, and we play moss point on tuesday, who isnt that bad of a team and we beat them 65-64 last time so it will be a good game. Hannah (who is on the team) said that after the game in the locker room on friday coach was like "everyone better be on time for practice monday morning, if your not you'll be cut from the team" so i can tell its gonna be a rough practice. oh well ill just come home and sleep. well ive typed a hella lot in here so i need to stop, now im just babbling b/c im tired. holler