Dec 21, 2004 04:09
Alex and I were gonna go to the beach after work and take a thing of hot chocolate...but it was to freaking cold!!!
I'm gonna say one thing about this...I don't agree with the two of you...Am I gonna say ne thing? No, I'm just gonna continue hugging you and wondering why the hell him?
There's such a big gap. Then again both of you are players....players of emotion. Maybe you two deserve eachother... I'm still urked you didn't take her to the movies.
Shame the fuck on you for crushing that little one's heart. When Alex and I get money... We're gonna take her to the damn movies and we're gonna be smart enough to look up show times. Beat that you two... Who's the better couple....1..2...4 years apart... one question... why? I'll never know...I asked the smae question w/... nevermind I'm not gonna bring up those ashes...
On the better side.... After I got off work Alex and I went to the store to get Albert's and Kristina's present... Man it sucks working w/ limited funds.... I have 29 hours under my blet and when do I get paid? On the 29th...Am I gonna be here? No... how much will that be? $203.00 that's gonna be 4 days after Christmas... WTH... On a better note... Alex picked out the most awsome gift for Albert. IT felt so good to shop together....We decided that we're gonna open an account together... Yea and I'm not listening to any of you bitches about that...it's my business...and I'm just talking to myself on that part.
You'd be surprised how well we work together. This has gotta be good. I mean come on now... He's been with me for over a year... I never really sat down to realize it.. wel I have but I REALLY realize how much he has been there for me. I mean he has put up with my break downs... He's held me while I've cried... He's loved me on my worst day.. he's still loved me on my best day. He lives with my crazy ass parents.. He loves Kaytie... Anyone who would see how special she is, is well worth keeping. There are times where I have been completely selfish....and times I have been the worst g/f...but he's still loved me. Man... someone who puts up with me... wow... that's seriously a keeper...Even I can put up with me sometimes. I know people who coudn't stick around for me... not even friends... go figure...He's mine ^_^
Work...Wow that really surprised me. I thought working day in and out would make me sick to my stomach b/c I was around food...making food...serving food...cleaning food...Yea it's no biggie...even the puree's...d on't see wehy they eat them... I mean I wouldn't eat it either if I got to that point...And the Honey and Nector people... I would just ask to be shot. hahah I've already foudn out who the bitchy residents are... Can you believe the people in nursing homes...It is sad really... I walk into the dining room and all of the people looked like they wanted to die... I would to..There's lawyers...previous nurses.. people who were somebody...and lost all dignity... Their kids never even took the time to care for them like they did raising them...and alot of them are crying to just go home... They're reduced to nothing... I almost cried b/c I walked past a woman's room and she was wrapped in a blanketin her wheel chair crying... It was really sad...
It gets under my skin when people are in nursing homes and don't treat them with respect or hate owrking with those people... Makes me wanna stab that person in the face...and only hope they grow to be the same thing so they know how it feels... ok over that fit...
Alex's present is almost done ^_^..Ihope...Damn I love him...I'm getting him a ring soon... or as soon as I can..I already have the idea in mind... Well I'm outtie b/c it's 4:30 am...and my back hurts like shit...and b/c I said so...