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I have large amounts of disdain, pointing in various directions.
I'm back in my "I'm wishing pretty much everyone I know ill-will" phase. Some are the target of my ill-will than others, but as it stands, there is plenty to go around.
After I-don't-know how long of Stacey giving me crap like "I want us to still be friends! I never stopped loving you! There isn't anyone else!", our status has degenerated into "We never ever talk unless Rob initiates conversation, and even then it is stopped very quickly 100% of the time by 'someone' beeping in or Stacey being out 'with people'". I really thought this was some stupid phase she would get over in a short period of time, but apparently this was something she's just embracing. Three years down the toilet, so long, don't let the door hit you. Or do let it hit you, because she doesn't goddam care.
My "friends" are pretty much the exact same thing. Unless I am contacting them, we have no communique whatsoever. So I've stopped trying. If anyone ever wants to talk to me, they know how to get a hold of me. I'm sick of being the only one who cares. Not saying I'm perfect, but I'm talking about people I've been close to for years. Assholes.
I'm quickly entering a complete disenchantment with humanity. My list of "People who haven't turned their back on me" is about 2 people long, and that's my dad and my grandmother.
I need to get a job. I need to get a job and move away from Pittsburgh (hence leaving the job I got, that makes no sense...).
I'm back in my "I'm wishing pretty much everyone I know ill-will" phase. Some are the target of my ill-will than others, but as it stands, there is plenty to go around.
After I-don't-know how long of Stacey giving me crap like "I want us to still be friends! I never stopped loving you! There isn't anyone else!", our status has degenerated into "We never ever talk unless Rob initiates conversation, and even then it is stopped very quickly 100% of the time by 'someone' beeping in or Stacey being out 'with people'". I really thought this was some stupid phase she would get over in a short period of time, but apparently this was something she's just embracing. Three years down the toilet, so long, don't let the door hit you. Or do let it hit you, because she doesn't goddam care.
My "friends" are pretty much the exact same thing. Unless I am contacting them, we have no communique whatsoever. So I've stopped trying. If anyone ever wants to talk to me, they know how to get a hold of me. I'm sick of being the only one who cares. Not saying I'm perfect, but I'm talking about people I've been close to for years. Assholes.
I'm quickly entering a complete disenchantment with humanity. My list of "People who haven't turned their back on me" is about 2 people long, and that's my dad and my grandmother.
I need to get a job. I need to get a job and move away from Pittsburgh (hence leaving the job I got, that makes no sense...).