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Apr 28, 2008 20:15

Every so often, I have what I call my "sad thoughts". They are basic thoughts that subconsciously I never ever doubt are true, but when I actually mentally REALIZE it, as a true statement, it kind of breaks my heart. I have three big ones:

1) No matter how much I want to, I will never own a koala. I'll never get to hug one, either. No matter how many times I look at pictures of them, I'll never be able to smuggle one into my home and keep it alive and domesticate it without the law knowing.

2) No matter how much I want to, I will never marry Amanda Bynes. I'll never get to hug HER, either.

3) No matter how much I want it, I will never have superpowers. No massive chi. No alien symbiote. No Green Lantern ring. No teleportation. I'll never get to be a superhero.

Like I said....OBVIOUS things I never have "in doubt"...just......mew.

I was telling Tina and Heather at work recently about one of my favorite minor joys in life. Looking at females (i originally had "girls" there, but decided that sounded pedo-ish, which is not where i'm going here). Not in a creepy way or a fantasize-y way. I just love looking at women. When I'm in outdoors, when I'm at the mall, in pictures, on TV. I think girls are just so gorgeous to behold. I love the hair and the clothes and the way they move. It is such a pleasure for me to see. Like I said...my mind doesn't really go anywhere with it, it's all completely innocent (OR I'm just saying that since, like, ALL OF YOU READING THIS are girls and I don't want you to know I'm a lech. NOW YOU DON'T KNOW THE TRUTH!). I try so hard to be subtle about in public, too. I don't stare or follow or anything, but...damn. I just love looking at girls in passing.

I am regretting putting this to blog. But it's a truism. Tina looked at me when I said this as if I just grew another head. Why are girls so good-looking? it brings me bliss. Long hair. Shor hair. Sweaters. short-sleeves. Tan. Fair. I love it all. Going out in public is such one of my favorite things in the world.

Various Election '08 thoughts I've had lately:

1) This is such an odd election in that there is no candidate I really support, nor is there one I'm dilligently opposed to. I see good and bad in all three of them. None do I see as a must-have leader of our country, and none do I see as a must-NOT-have. I'm so unenthused in it all.

2) I wish we heard ANYWHERE NEAR AS MUCH about John Hagee as we did about Jeremiah Wright. Wright had one moment of going off like a fucktard. Hagee, who is the major religious leader endorsing John McCain, has said apeshit crazy stuff ALL THE TIME.

3) I've fallen back into accepting McCain's election as inevitable. For a while I was thinking that Obama's message and youth-push could overcome the racism in this country, then I came to my fucking senses. Polls have shown that Obama supporters are more than willing to support Hillary if she ends up with the Democratic nod, but Hillaey supporters are by-and-large going to support McCain if Obama wins the nomination. Honestly? not only will obama lose a national election, but he's going to lose HUGE. Every single swing state goes red this year if Obama gets the nod, guaranteed. If Hillary somehow ends up with it? I expect the lowest voter turnout in history, so it could go either way. Neither McCain nor Hillary really fire up a base of support. There'll be a fair amount of people who turn out to vote specifically against Hillary, but not NEARLY as many as turn out to vote about "that black Muslim and his reverend that hates America".

I kind of hate Arby's, but apparently that's dinner. Lataz.

sad thoughts, election 08, lists, girls

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