go ahead and kiss me so i might die happy
I figured since there arn't many calls coming in at work, that i'd make an update.
Its been a while since i've updated, and even longer since i've updated with something of importance. ALOT has been going on. Im not nor ever in the mood to into great detail about whats going on, but since some of you have requested the fact that i spread some light on the situation, ill give a breif discription.
heres the time line minus the dates.
>alot of fights in the house
>dad had left for three days
>step mom told him to leave when he got back
>dad had a breakdown
>I had to confinced my dad not to kill him self.
>the cops were called
>the cops to my dad to the hospital.
>dad got stiches
>an order of pertection was made by my step mother against my father.
>my step mother had my dad served with devorce papers, three days after he went into the hospital.
>My step mothers true colors are showing.
>My brothers true colors are showing.
>Now because my dad wasn't home to blame things on, Im my father daughter, so i started getting the finger pointed to me.
>things continue to get okward around the house.
>Dad gets out of the hospital/goes to PA to live with my grandmother
> I move out of the house, and on to kims couch, and 2/3 days a week dickies apt in the city.
>all my stuff is sitting in my moms garage, and will be moved to my aunts house in PA this up coming monday.
thats the short story.
other then the shitty stuff in life. work is good. my numbers had come down ALOT in the last month, still need to come down alittle bit more, but this month looks promising. Hopefully, ill get a perm position here in the next few months, so i wont have to live on kims couch and with her god damn cats/cats hair. 0_o
I prolly wont be on the puter all to much, since i dont have an internet connection at kims, tho dickie has one, so i can use his when im in the city, but even then ill be using my days off in the city as mini vacations every week, going out and getting lost in the city, taking pictures, just doing stuff i wouldn't normally do. Or maybe ill just lay in bed all day watch tv and smoke cig's in the dark studio apt. whichever i do, ill be happy with. beign away from everyone will be more then enough.
work is going very slow, I dont have break for another 15 mins, and i have to pee. just in case you wanted to know..
I got a new phone, cause pam lowered the call phone plan to 500 mins for all three of us a few daysbefore i left, so since it was going to be the only phone i had and i wouldn't be able to use it unless it was an emergency, i went out and got my own phone. Its the same number as before for those of you that have it. But, DONT text msg me, cause my plan unfortunatly is teh ghey and a half. and i only get two hundred text msgs (including aim), and for some ghey reason people at sprint think its logical to charge 10 cents for every txt msg there after. So, PLEASE.. EVERYONE STOP msg'in my phone. I cant afford it. Call me if you need too, for fuck sake, its cheaper!
my foot just feel asleep.
I have a crush on a boi at work. Its so sad, I feel like a little school girl. I crush on people so easily. I dont know what it is. I have issues, heh. But its sad, Cause teh boi is going to another office, since the company is slowly transitioning people over to a new office. *pouts* Who knows, maybe my team will be in the next group to go over. *shrgs* But i guess in a sense it'll be good, cause its not really the best thing to crush on people you work with, due to the fact that its not good to date people you work with. Im not even 100% sure if he likes me, maybe he's just friendly and im just screwing the msgs up. hah. who knows. Distance makse the heart grow fonder..... or well.. maybe, out of sight out of mind. i dunno. merf.
I've been trying to save as much money as i possibly can, but its hard... or maybe its easy and i just got to acustom to spending my money on stupid shit that i dont need. But i guess the situation im in now, will force me to save money wether i want to or not, since i cant even go out and buy things, since i dont have a damn place to put it.
ok, i think im done, cause im sure not many of you care to much.
Its been a while since i've updated, and even longer since i've updated with something of importance. ALOT has been going on. Im not nor ever in the mood to into great detail about whats going on, but since some of you have requested the fact that i spread some light on the situation, ill give a breif discription.
heres the time line minus the dates.
>alot of fights in the house
>dad had left for three days
>step mom told him to leave when he got back
>dad had a breakdown
>I had to confinced my dad not to kill him self.
>the cops were called
>the cops to my dad to the hospital.
>dad got stiches
>an order of pertection was made by my step mother against my father.
>my step mother had my dad served with devorce papers, three days after he went into the hospital.
>My step mothers true colors are showing.
>My brothers true colors are showing.
>Now because my dad wasn't home to blame things on, Im my father daughter, so i started getting the finger pointed to me.
>things continue to get okward around the house.
>Dad gets out of the hospital/goes to PA to live with my grandmother
> I move out of the house, and on to kims couch, and 2/3 days a week dickies apt in the city.
>all my stuff is sitting in my moms garage, and will be moved to my aunts house in PA this up coming monday.
thats the short story.
other then the shitty stuff in life. work is good. my numbers had come down ALOT in the last month, still need to come down alittle bit more, but this month looks promising. Hopefully, ill get a perm position here in the next few months, so i wont have to live on kims couch and with her god damn cats/cats hair. 0_o
I prolly wont be on the puter all to much, since i dont have an internet connection at kims, tho dickie has one, so i can use his when im in the city, but even then ill be using my days off in the city as mini vacations every week, going out and getting lost in the city, taking pictures, just doing stuff i wouldn't normally do. Or maybe ill just lay in bed all day watch tv and smoke cig's in the dark studio apt. whichever i do, ill be happy with. beign away from everyone will be more then enough.
work is going very slow, I dont have break for another 15 mins, and i have to pee. just in case you wanted to know..
I got a new phone, cause pam lowered the call phone plan to 500 mins for all three of us a few daysbefore i left, so since it was going to be the only phone i had and i wouldn't be able to use it unless it was an emergency, i went out and got my own phone. Its the same number as before for those of you that have it. But, DONT text msg me, cause my plan unfortunatly is teh ghey and a half. and i only get two hundred text msgs (including aim), and for some ghey reason people at sprint think its logical to charge 10 cents for every txt msg there after. So, PLEASE.. EVERYONE STOP msg'in my phone. I cant afford it. Call me if you need too, for fuck sake, its cheaper!
my foot just feel asleep.
I have a crush on a boi at work. Its so sad, I feel like a little school girl. I crush on people so easily. I dont know what it is. I have issues, heh. But its sad, Cause teh boi is going to another office, since the company is slowly transitioning people over to a new office. *pouts* Who knows, maybe my team will be in the next group to go over. *shrgs* But i guess in a sense it'll be good, cause its not really the best thing to crush on people you work with, due to the fact that its not good to date people you work with. Im not even 100% sure if he likes me, maybe he's just friendly and im just screwing the msgs up. hah. who knows. Distance makse the heart grow fonder..... or well.. maybe, out of sight out of mind. i dunno. merf.
I've been trying to save as much money as i possibly can, but its hard... or maybe its easy and i just got to acustom to spending my money on stupid shit that i dont need. But i guess the situation im in now, will force me to save money wether i want to or not, since i cant even go out and buy things, since i dont have a damn place to put it.
ok, i think im done, cause im sure not many of you care to much.