[JE] Emotional Baggage

[notaverse]

I'm sure all the KAT-TUN fans who read my fic journal have heard the news by now, and if you haven't, it's plastered all over the LJ comms. That news effectively killed off the fic I'm now posting, but since it had reached what seemed like an okay stopping point, I decided to post it anyway

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[notaverse]

Posting it made my heart ache. :-( I saw on Twitter how upset you were earlier - I hope you've managed to perk up a little? *hugs* Sadly, as we now know, hope has just about disappeared, though I still cling to a little bit of it. It helps that work is very busy for me right now, so that's helping to take my mind off it and making it easier to heal.

Despite the sad times we're living in right now, I'm glad you were able to enjoy this.

[lady_aenea]

I love you when you are cracky sci-fi and I love you when you are bittersweet. Thank you for this.

I, particularly do not hate anyone, not even Johnny =/... I'm just sad, because, even if Jin isn't my favorite member of KAT-TUN, I'm still gonna miss him as part of it. A lot.

And I know I'm being selfish about it, because he will be happier this way... but I will allow myself a little selfishness for today... Tomorrow I will certainly support him as well as the rest of KAT-TUN, because I love them all. Together or not.

Thank you for coping with my spanish fic posting when it occurs :) I really reaaaaaaally love your fics! :)

Warm regards

[notaverse]

You're welcome! I prefer to write comedy, but sometimes, something like this is all I can do, and if there's one thing our fandom's got it's bucketloads of angst! I'm glad you enjoyed it, and that you're feeling supportive of all of them. We all deserve to feel a little selfish - after all, it's a massive change for us, albeit not as massive as for the boys themselves. Their happiness is all I could ask for.

[watanabe_je]

thank you for sharing...

[notaverse]

You're welcome! ^_^

[matchynishi]

aahhh, so bittersweet now. T_____T

[notaverse]

I know. :-( Sorry, Matchy, that might've made it worse.

[chiseen]

Haven't read the ficlet, not sure I can right now, but just wanted to leave a comment, letting you know that I'll be friending? :D? I've read quite a few of your fics in the past, so I'd take the opportunity now and friend.

Fans willing to support all six of them are getting few and emotions are running high on an already unstable fandom right now...

would love to friend your personal LJ to read more about your fandom thoughts, but I thought the fic journal might be less intrusive seeing as we've never actually talked. lol.

[notaverse]

Yeah, I know now is probably not the best time for fic - I know some people are happy about the recent news, and some are not exactly happy but have accepted it, but some of us are still working on the healing part and I think the only fic I can face right now is happy, cracky fic, or at least something very AU. Canon is just too sad. :-(

I lock very few posts in my personal journal - generally only work stuff, or the odd download, or the very rare occasion when I get a little bit mean or unhappy - so you're not missing much if you don't friend it. But hey, you've already proven you can string together a sentence, you've got Matchy on your f-list, you don't have an empty journal and your profile says you share my ambition to attend as many concerts as possible, none of which is required for me to friend you back but it certainly makes it a lot more likely. So if you want to, feel free! ^_^

(I feel pretty sure I read your You & Jin LA report but I read so many, I don't think I got to comment on them all...)

[chiseen]

Yes, right now I can only read AU, happy/cracky fic or old fic that I've read and know are happy.

LOL, great to know I've pasted the initial test~ :D
I'll friend you later. ^^
Unfortunately, I have yet to attend any concerts in Japan, but that is on my to-do list and am working hard to get that done. Very regretful.

(Yes, there had been an explosion of them. XD)