Aug 18, 2003 00:51
i wonder what would happen to me if snowflake does die. i haven't been quite too happy the past few days. since she got sick. i mean, how much can the vet do? all we can hope now is that she gets better and hopefully no more fever and hopefully no stomach infection or some crap like that. and she was fine one day and broken the next. what if she does die. i think i wouldn't give a damn about anything else. she means the world to me and she's too young to die. i would prolly just sit around and mop and do nothing. like i have for the past days and just worry about her. gosh. wtfh. someone needs to wave a magic wand to make her feel better. i don't think i would be suprised if i found her dead one morning. i've actually been expecting it. i would be pissed if the $250 did absoultely nothing for her. kinda hard to believe that she was so happy one day, and then the next, at this sad state. i've always said i wanted to get her stuffed or something so i can always remember her, but... i think i would cry my heart out and shut myself from the world. alrite, so there are dogs after snowflake. but they can never take her place. and no matter how many chows and akitas breed together, there will never be one as pretty and as wonderful as snowflake
it all just reminds me of the beagle we had. it got sick. took to vet. and it died. that's all. i don't like the vet. last time snowsnow got her shots, she got ticks right after and i've always been wondering if it was b/c they mixed the shots together. i hate the vet